EiraWe finally got home and just seeing the house had me bursting out in tears all over again. I couldn't believe that I was pregnant and I knew who was responsible. At that moment, I felt like a failure and a disappointment and I knew that if my mother could see me right now, she would be really devastated because this wasn't what she expected from me. Even though she was strict and very down to earth, she wouldn't expect me to end up pregnant and with someone I hated. As I slumped on the couch in the living room, I thought about everything that had happened and I knew the genesis of everything.Sebastian was responsible for this and in that moment, I knew I would rather die than to allow him know I was carrying his child. I had made a terrible mistake, and it pained me to know that there was nothing I could do to change the fact that I was pregnant. Aborting the baby was out of it because for one, I was far too gone and secondly, it would affect my wolf and the last thing I wanted
EiraPRESENT DAYThe following day, as the girls bustled around the living room, trying to tidy up and prepare for what was supposed to be a cheerful evening, I couldn't help but feel a storm of emotions raging within me. My unexpected pregnancy with Sebastian had left me in a state of constant turmoil. I sat there on the couch with tears welling up in my eyes, as the weight of the situation pressed down on me.They moved with purpose, rearranging furniture and setting the table, their laughter and chatter a stark contrast to the turmoil in my heart. How could I tell them? How could I explain that I couldn't stay here anymore and that the man who hated me was also the man responsible for the growing bump in my belly? Even though they already knew who was responsible for it, that didn't stop the fact that I was a failure and I had let them down more than anything else and I regretted my actions.As I absentmindedly rubbed my abdomen, feeling the life inside me, I made a decision in my
EiraNo matter how much I tried to keep my tears at bay, I just couldn't. All of my thoughts went to the child I was carrying and in that moment, I knew that I had failed both myself and the child because Sebastian wasn't fit to be called a father. He was stingy, self centered and so full of himself and that was not a person I wanted to introduce my child to. It wasn't fair on the poor child and I hated to think that that was going to be my fate because I was just too stupid to think about the repercussions after what I had done with Sebastian."What have you done, Eira?"My tears fell down in torrents and I knew that there was nothing I could do about it because for as long as I carried the child within me, I would always think about everything I had done. I rose up from my feet and the minute I stood up, my head turned, making me feel very dizzy. I knew it was a result of me crying everytime and the constant thought that raged through my head. I staggered towards the kitchen, wanti
EiraSoon my luggage was fully packed and I knew that it was time to finally leave. The girls had done so much for me and now, I needed to leave to protect them and also myself. I glanced at the letter I had written for them which was sitting peacefully on the table. Even as I stared at it, rivulets of tears streamed down my eyes in torrents and I hated to think that for the rest of my life, I would continue to live in this mess, live in this sadness that was slowly choking me to death.As I stood there, I remembered how the girls had begged me not to leave. They had assured me that everything was going to be alright but I knew that it wouldn't be alright because for as long as I remained here, Sebastian would always find me and hurt me and by extension, the girls which was something I couldn't allow.I was hell bent on leaving and I knew that I was doing it for my own good. I hated that this was the way I was departing from the girls but I had been pushed to the wall and this was wha
EiraAs I continued eating, I knew that the best thing I needed to do in that moment was to avoid the old woman because with the way she was staring at me, one would think that she was a witch who was sent to me to haunt me. As I stared at her eyes, I felt uncomfortable because I had this feeling that she knew more than she was letting on. There was just something about her that told me that she knew more than she was letting on and I hated to think about what it was that she knew.My wolf sensed her subtly and I discovered that she was completely human. She wasn't a paranormal and that was the first thing that put me at ease. I wasn't about to deal with someone of my own kind after everything I had passed through in the hands of my parents and my pack in general. If my wolf confirmed that she was indeed paranormal, I would have no other option than to fight her because there was surely no way that she wouldn't know more than she was letting on.As I continued eating, oblivious to ev
EiraJust before I turned around, I thought about what this could mean for me so I decided to stop at the very last minute because something screamed at me to hold on. For now, I wasn't ready to face whoever or whatever it was that was behind me.My mind went straight to the girls again and I knew that no matter what happened in my life, I would always remember them for doing a lot of good to me. It was one thing to give help to someone but when they impacted your life positively, one would never forget it, and that was the way I was feeling in that moment. They had been more than friends to me, and more than sisters even. They would forever be a part of my life because they had given me hope to my life back when I thought that there was absolutely nothing to live for again. I glanced at my wristwatch and if I was going by the time, I knew that they would have gotten home from work by now. They had both agreed to slash their work days so that one of them would get back home earlier t
EiraI noticed that the woman seemed to know a lot about me and even though it had pissed me off at first, now it intrigued me because it just felt like there was another person who cared about me in my vicinity, someone that actually had my good interest at heart and I was quite happy about it."But how do you know so much about me?" I asked her curiously.I needed answers to my questions and I needed them as fast as possible. There were so many things that I wanted to learn and understand from her, and I had no doubt that she was the best person in this position to keep my hopes alive and let me know that at least, there was still light at the end of the tunnel. I wasn't asking for too much, that I knew. And I had a strong feeling that with this woman here, I would be able to get the answer to all of my questions."Walk with me," the woman said.Without hesitation, I followed her and with each step I took behind her, I had a feeling that I was getting closer and closer to finding ou
Eira"Welcome to my humble abode," the woman said and smiled.I nodded because really, I didn't even know what to say and secondly, I was beyond tired. This journey had weighed me down and I knew that for as long as I lived, I would forever remember this incident and this woman who seemed to be my guardian angel.She took the load from me and I could tell that she had already sensed that I was beyond tired. There were so many things I wanted to do but I knew that I needed to get answers first before I did any of that."Thank you." I smiled."Please, hold on. Let me get you some water," she said.She rushed inside the dim cottage and after she did that, I heard some sounds coming from within and I knew that she was preparing to bring the water to me. Before long, she was out and in her hands was a plastic cup filled with water. She offered the cup to me, and the took it promptly with a word to thanks to her. The first sip I took almost made me feel like I was in heaven. Surprisingly, t