FEDORA’S POVA loud noise followed by the sound of dings brought me out of the haze of lust when I was nearly ready to submit myself to him.What the hell am I doing? I should push him away.He caressed my neck oh so softly that my body nearly melted.He is good at whatever he was doing, as if he was an expert. I could tell he was not a virgin by the way he was touching me, turning me into a boneless puddle. I was drowning because of the mate pull and his kisses.He nudged my face and kissed me softly on my cheeks and then slowly trailed soft kisses to the nape of my neck, my urge to mark his scent was getting stronger and the way he was touching me I bet he was doing the same.Alpha males are more possessive than other normal males, but I realized he actually wanted to mark me when his canines graze the sensitive skin on my neck.I came back to my senses and pushed him away with all my might.He obviously wasn’t expecting it and that little push made him lose his balance and he almos
FEDORA’S POVThe part where I have to dress a certain way and maintain a fake smile on my face no matter how pissed I am at everyone always throws me off.I have never liked it and I don’t know how many times I threw up thinking that this is how my life is going to be from now on, as Lorcan’s mate and Luna I will have to do all of it without any kind of resistance or tantrums.If not he will try to hurt my pack and my family.And I do not doubt it.The golden bell was resting on my dressing table and my eyes went there numerous times while I got ready for tonight’s celebration.“You look amazing Dora, just…maybe…try to smile a bit.” Caroline requested and I gave her the best glare that I could muster.She is lucky she is my best friend or I would have strangled her by now.Why did I fight that crazy woman in the forest today? I should have let her seduce Lorcan, I don’t know what went wrong.“Well maybe if you try to adjust maybe he’ll be nice to you.” my wolf suggested and I didn’t l
FEDORA’S POVI was about to leave but then I thought I should at least inform him. It’s not like he cared but at this moment I felt the need to. As I was about to go near him I overheard his beta and him talking to each other which made me halt in my tracks.“You finally got your Luna Alpha and fortunately she is everything you wanted in your Luna.” His beta said in a soft tone which was quite different from the way he announced this year's hunt rules.“Not everything,” Lorcan mumbled and took a sip of his champagne.“What do you mean?” His beta questioned.“Nothing.” Lorcan tried to dismiss the conversation but his beta was quite curious.“Look I know you just wanted to a Luna to keep your pack stable and maintain a balance. But at some point, you’ll have to give her a chance. I know that it is not what you want but you’ll have to do it. It is your duty.” His beta was trying to be sensible but no part of their ridiculous conversation made sense to me.I am just a duty?Someone who’ll
FEDORA’S POVI sprint out the doors of the mansion and disappear into the wilderness. The smell of nature excites me as the wind whips past me as my legs move faster.I feel the change of my wolf wanting to break through.“Let us be one.” She whispered.A wicked smirk crosses my lips as I jump from a fallen tree, shifting through mid-air, and landing on all fours.Goddess, this power. It felt so f*cking good to be free. We howled in excitement as the earth pounded beneath our paws. My wolf and I's bond was like no other. She is my rock, my friend, and my everything. I am she and she is me. As I disappeared into the depths of the forest, with my wolf by my side, I couldn't help but smile.We kept running until we reached the edge of a cliff. I paused as the cool breeze whipped through my fur, the smell of salt travelling to my tongue; being able to taste it. The view from the cliff and its horizon beyond was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.Meant tranquillity, feeling t
FEDORA’S POVInstinctively, I reached out, yearning to touch him, but before I could, Lorcan regained control of the kiss, snapping me back to reality. His kiss was everything but gentle. It was bruising, it was brutal but at the same time, it was hot and out of this world.My hands, which had been reaching for Oscar, landed on Lorcan's face instead. At that moment, something shifted between us. Lorcan deepened the kiss making it difficult for me to even breathe, forcefully claiming me as his. The kiss lacked the warmth and tenderness that Oscar's gaze had evoked inside me, I longed for that warmth. This kiss held nothing but anger and resentment. It felt more like a punishment than an expression of desire. I resisted, my brain urging me to pull away but the mate bond tried convincing me otherwise, Hera however knew that something was wrong with his behaviour so I tried to resist, but he ignored my protests.Finally, with Hera's unexpected intervention, I found the strength to push Lo
FEDORA’S POVAs the tension between Lorcan and me reached its peak, an ominous sense of impending doom washed over me. It was as if the very essence of death loomed in the air, threatening to tear me apart. But rather than succumbing to fear like any normal person would, I steeled myself instead for the battle that seemed inevitable. I was prepared to fight him with every ounce of strength I possessed. I don’t know what gave him the impression that I won’t fight him for dominance, for respect and for equal treatment at every chance I get.His hard breathing and his flared nostrils were a sign that he was about to smack my and I also got ready for another fight but this time it is going to be physical. I may not last long in front of him but I am sure I’ll put up a hell of a fight.I was observing his body when all of a sudden something changed, his stance, his body language, even the rate of his breathing. It was surprising for me, that his rage subsided almost as quickly as it had ig
FEDORA’S POVHis words struck me with a mix of frustration and disbelief. Did he truly believe that a mere title or a mere promise visit to my pack would resolve the underlying issues between us? It was clear that Lorcan was oblivious to the emotional connection and mutual respect that should form the foundation of a true mate bond.My heart pounded in my chest as I retreated from the forest. The darkness and silence around me mirrored the turmoil within. I couldn't bear the thought of being trapped in a loveless union with Lorcan, unable to express my true desires and be with someone who cherished me for who I was.I know that he is strict, cruel and emotionless. But how disconnected he is from the basic emotions.Why is it so hard for him to understand that the title of Luna and shared power is not the real solution for us?As Lorcan walked away without even a single glance toward me, his footsteps heavy and desperate, I made a decision right then and there. I couldn't waste any mor
FEDORA’S POVThe evening was filled with a sense of unease as I made my way through the winding corridors of our pack house. I walked aimlessly through the almost empty halls, my mind a whirlwind of thoughts. I had been heading for Caroline's room, hoping she could offer some advice, perhaps even comfort because she was the only person beside my brother who knew about my situation.But as I approached her door, I heard soft moans leaking through the wooden barrier. My heart pounded in my chest as I realized what those sounds meant. Caroline was with my brother doing the deed. The thought sent a wave of embarrassment rushing over me. I shook my head, trying to dispel the vivid images flooding my mind."Why can't they act like civilized beings for once?" I muttered, my cheeks flaming. It's not even bedtime yet and it's not like I came here to meet her unannounced. Now that she is mated to my brother, I obviously texted her first before arriving here. I quickly shook off the discomfort,