Ali

It’s been two days since I told everyone about my family. The girls asked a lot of questions but that was to be expected. We have spent the past few days spending as much time together as possible, well aside from that first night. I still can’t believe I did that again. I swear I feel like a damn harlot. With everything going on it’s been easy to push the thoughts of that night out of my mind, at least until I lay down to sleep. I’m plagued with images of each of them each night I close my eyes. Then each night my body hums with need and I can’t sleep until I pleasure myself just to get a little bit of release. It’s frustrating and infuriating, I have never needed sex or anything of the sort before, now I can’t seem to control myself, even when I’m all alone. Luckily, I am leaving in a few hours and I know leaving the both of them here will help me to put some distance and hopefully weaken the bonds a bit. I don’t need the hassle of men in my life as I try to figure out what’s goin