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Rayell POV

I spent the rest of the evening getting acquainted with Elara the new server girl, she was a lot more fun than I expected, she’s from the house of Sargasso, an ex-noble family, According to her, her ancestors lost their nobility due to their punishment for going against the laws, but they let them keep name,

She was quite chatty, another trait I liked, for she seemed to help take my mind off my sad guilted thoughts,

After we chatted, I made her promise to come see me tomorrow, which she agreed, she left, and I was truly grateful for the distractions, it hadn’t lasted long, for Callox came back shortly, and I was gushed with all my sickening thoughts,

I truly hated it, for I was always excited to see Callox, and I still am,

Just that the guilt and pain exceeded my excitement, and when he looked at me, I felt he would find out what happened and then cast me away for it,

He gave me a weak smile, proceeding to the bed,

“Hey”, he said, his gaze softening,

I smiled at him,

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