Chapter 40

ASA

  It's quiet out here as usual and sometimes I enjoy the quietness. It gives me space to think and forget about my reality and life outside the family. This is like my second home. Always coming to the cemetery to check on her. Anna Xavier.  

  The Mafia is a load of bull. Too much responsibility and the fear of always losing someone you care about. My mother was something I lost and almost everytime I wished I could get her back. Ever since her funeral, my father had never come to see her. And that is because he never cared about her.

   He was the reason she was shot on that faithful day. She was just coming out of the hair salon with her friend when they shot her. Her friend suffered a brain injury after the attack and died four days later at the hospital. It was a shitty day. A memory I wish I can forget. We later found out that our father's behind her death. He was