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It takes me hours before I finally manage to stop crying. I didn’t know one person could feel so much before today. My parents wanted to have a big birthday dinner with my sister and me to celebrate my coming of age, but I wasn't up for it.I wasn't sure I could control myself right now, not with my emotions running at an all-time high thanks to my impending shift tonight. I just might rip her damn slutty head off, so I sent them a quick text letting them know I wouldn’t be able to make it. They were disappointed, of course, and tried to talk me into coming, but they would get over it.I forced myself into the shower and turned on the water as hot as I could stand it. I relished the feeling of the warm water as it trickled down over my body. I could feel my tense, tired, and sore muscles relaxing as it seeped its way deep into my pores.I may not be able to stand the thought of my traitorous mate right now, but I still had a lot to look forward to. I still had my wolf, and she would never betray me the way that he had. She would never leave me; I would have the most special bond with her that would truly last me the rest of my life. A bond that I could truly treasure forever. I couldn't wait to meet her; I just hope she isn't too disappointed with me. If she were here with me, she would beg me to forgive Killian for what he did. She would be hurt like I was, but for her, it wouldn't be a deal-breaker.I might have even understood him entertaining other women before I came of age, but with my sister? And he didn't even care that I have seen it. It's been hours, and he hasn't checked on me, not once. It makes me wonder, does he even want my forgiveness?Mates are meant to be everything to each other; they are each other's other halves, the sun, the moon, and the stars, the very thing that you live for, your soul mate and more. Sorry, I should say it's that way for normal wolves; it wasn't like that in my case. All of those things were just how the human half of us feels; it was more than that for our wolf halves. For them, their love was kismet; they didn't question it, they didn't reject it, they simply loved each other with everything they had. That was the way it was supposed to be, but Killian went and spat all over that.My wolf was going to suffer when I fought the mate bond. Her wolf hadn't cheated on her, and yet she was going to pay the price for a mistake Killian and Jenna had made. It was unfair, to say the least. I sent a silent prayer to the moon goddess, hoping my wolf would understand why I had to stay away from him. For now, at least. Maybe one day it could be different.All I knew now was that if I accepted his cheating, he wouldn't change, and I wasn't about to spend my life questioning why I wasn't good enough for him or writhing in excruciating pain every time he decided to step out on me. I deserved better than that. My wolf deserved better than that. I was doing this for her too.I lost track of time basking in the gentle warmth the shower provided me. I didn't particularly want to get out, but I knew I needed rest before tonight. I was exhausted already from the emotional distress I was enduring and knew I would need all the energy I could muster for my first shift tonight.It's said that the pain you experience during that first shift is almost enough to kill you. It was supposedly a little easier with the help of your mate, but I couldn't rely on that. Killian couldn’t have made how he felt about me any clearer than he already had. I would be doing this alone. It’s not like I would be the first or even the last wolf to shift by themselves the first time.If I asked my parents to come with me, they would, I knew that, but it’s something I wanted to do by myself. I had dreamed for years about shifting with my mate, and even if I couldn’t have that, I still didn’t want to share it with anybody else.I quickly patted myself dry, slipped on my underwear, and padded my way over to my large bed. It didn't take me more than a few moments to fall asleep. I really was exhausted.*BEEP BEEP BEEP.*My alarm sounds, and it takes me a few minutes to stir, but when I do, I look at the big bright red letters. 11:30 pm, half an hour until my first shift.I’m only wearing a matching red panties set (reds are my favorite color). I slip a robe on over the top, not bothering to get dressed. I would only rip anything I put on when I shifted; there's no point in wasting a perfectly good outfit, and it wasn’t like anyone was going to see anything anyway.I creep as quickly and as quietly as I can down the stairs. The reserve was in the center of a truly beautiful forest. Past the forest was a vast mountain area and a river that ran down the middle. If I hurried, I might be able to make it to the riverbed before I shifted.As soon as I reach the tree line, I begin to sprint as fast as I can. My feet are tearing bit by bit as I push myself as hard as I possibly can, the sharp sticks and rocks cutting and scraping at the tender flesh. I really should have worn shoes, but if I turn back now, I would never make it to the river before midnight.I don’t know why it was so important for me to shift at the edge of the water, but I had always been drawn to it. The way it glimmered under the moonlight, with mountains on one side and surrounded by trees on the other, I couldn’t think of a spot more magical, and I wanted magical. It was my favorite in the winter when the snow covered the mountain peaks; I had never seen anything more breathtaking than that. I loved everything about nature.I pause for only a moment to catch my breath and check my phone at 11:55. I only have five minutes before I shift, and I’m about four minutes from the edge of the forest at my fastest.My feet are tremendously sore at this point, and it’s hard to imagine that they will ever heal, but they will. Wolves naturally had faster healing, and I was only a few minutes from getting mine. I push myself harder and harder.I crumple to the rocky shore as I burst through the edge of the trees. It can only mean one thing: it’s midnight, and I’m about to shift.My body starts to convulse, and I can hear my bones start to snap. I swear I’m not going to survive; I know that it’s me screaming because I’m the only one here, and yet it doesn't sound anything like me. I can hear things pop, tear, and snap.Through my burning tears, I can see claws start to protrude from my nail beds. My back arches violently, and my limbs fail to support my weight any longer. I drop and roll onto my back so I'm staring up at the night sky, panting hard. I feel like giving up; the pain is just too much, and then suddenly it's gone.I can feel my consciousness slipping away fast, but I’m desperate to see my wolf before I black out. I use my front paws to drag my weary body to the reflective surface of the river.“Hello, Ortega,” a beautiful sing-song voice floats around my head as clear as my own. I know it’s her, my wolf, and even though I was expecting it, I still feel a little startled to hear someone else's voice in my head like that. It was going to take some getting used to. I just want to see her.I'm almost at the edge of the water, but before I can get a good look, my body collapses once again, the jagged rocks digging into my now naked human side. Colors dance across my vision, and I'm struggling to keep my eyes open. The last thing I see before I pass out is a grey head poking out of the trees. I hope it's friendly.ORTEGA:I wake up tucked tightly into my bed, wearing a matching shirt and short pajama set, but how did I get here, and who dressed me? That I don't know. The last thing I remember is fainting by the river. There was no way I made it all the way back here on my own. Whoever it was, I was grateful for it. If they hadn't found me, I would surely be making an awful naked entrance right about now.Wait, my wolf. I didn't even get to see her. Disappointment rushes through me with an unrelenting force. I had been looking forward to meeting her most of all. I sigh heavily.“Hello,” I try to reach out to her, but I don't get anything back. I'm not too worried, though, because I can feel her in the back of my mind. I don't know how I know this, but it feels like she is sleeping. She must be so tired from shifting. I know I was. I really needed to see her soon, but right now, my entire body felt stiff and sore. There was no way I could shift again just yet. We could both use some rest and reco
Ortega's POV:Alpha Blake and his son, Killian, linger for over an hour at our place before bidding their farewells. Relief washes over me as I watch them depart. Mum and Jenna ascend the stairs after clearing the dishes, leaving Dad and me alone in the living room."Ortega, I have something to share with you," Dad's voice pulls me from my thoughts, and I turn my attention to him."What is it, Dad?" I inquire, curiosity piqued."Your mum and I want to give you a birthday present," he reveals, sparking my interest further."And what might that be?" I ask, a smile tugging at my lips."We're still deciding," Dad admits. "But what do you want for your birthday?""Hmm... I'm not sure," I admit."Fair enough. Take your time to think about it. When you've decided, just let me know," Dad says, rising from his seat."Okay, Dad. Thanks," I reply, returning his smile.{THREE WEEKS AFTER}"Good evening," I begin, my voice steady as I introduce myself to the receptionist. "My name is Ortega Blackwo
Alfredo’s POV:"You're not making it easy, are you?" I quip, but my expression changes when I see Ortega. To be honest, she looks a bit terrible. Her face is becoming pale, her eyes red, and tears are streaming down her cheeks."What's wrong?" I ask, concern replacing my playful tone. I carefully approach her, and as I kneel in front of her, she black out.I have some experiences about werewolves, and judging from what’s happening to Ortega, it seems her mate is currently cheating on her. Anytime a werewolf gets cheated on by their mate, they know and they feel immense pain, eventually causing them to black out sometimes.I have also experienced this back when I had a mate. It turned out that my mate didn’t like me, and she cheated on me several times before leaving our pack. Ever since then, I haven’t seen her, and that experience has made me who I am today: a man who’s not ready to love.I carry Ortega from the floor and place her gently on the bed. As I lift Ortega from the floor a
Ortega’s POV:As my eyes slowly flutter open, the room comes into focus, and I find myself greeted by the sight of a luxurious chandelier above me. A groan escapes my lips as I attempt to sit up, feeling disoriented and weak."Hey, take it easy," a familiar voice soothes, and I turn to see Alfredo approaching with a cup in hand. He places the cup on the bedside table before helping me sit upright on the bed. I glance around the room, trying to piece together what happened, and the memories come flooding back – the feeling of betrayal, the pain, and then darkness."Here, have this," Alfredo offers, extending the cup to me. I accept it gratefully, recognizing the aroma of black coffee, my favorite."Thank you," I murmur, taking a sip and savoring the familiar taste."How long was I out?" I inquire, curious about the duration of my unconsciousness."About thirty minutes or so," Alfredo replies, rubbing his chin thoughtfully."Really?" I ask, surprised by the relatively short time I was u
Alfredo’s POV:As I step out of the bathroom, my mind still lingering on the conversation with Roscoe, I find Ortega seated on the bed, her plate empty, a small smile playing on her lips. It's a relief to see her looking better, her spirits lifted after our conversation earlier. Roscoe had called to inform me about the recovery of my hijacked trucks of cocaine.As I step into the room, I tuck my phone into my pocket."Hey," I greet her with a smile as I approach the bed. "You're done eating?""Yeah," she nods, returning my smile."Alright. I'll call room service to come pack up the plates," I inform her before making my way to the landline. It's a small gesture, but I want to ensure that she's comfortable and taken care of during her stay here.Dialing the number for room service, I quickly arrange for the plates to be collected before hanging up the phone. Turning back to Ortega, I can't help but notice the gratitude in her eyes, and it fills me with a sense of satisfaction knowing t
ORTEGA:Jenna, my dear sister, stares at my mate in disbelief, her hand connecting with his cheek in a sharp slap. "You're her mate?" she demands, her voice tinged with shock and anger.Internally, I scoff at her reaction, sensing her regret over her previous encounters with my mate. "Hmm… As if she’s so regretful about having slept with my mate," I think to myself."How long have you known, Killian?" Jenna hisses, her eyes narrowing in accusation. "How long have you known that you're her mate?"Killian remains calm, his gaze unwavering as he responds, "I've known since my birthday five years ago."His demeanor is cold and distant, a stark contrast to the sweet, caring boy I once knew. It's hard to reconcile this ruthless werewolf with the boy I grew up with, the one I secretly loved for years. I feel as though my years of affection have been betrayed.“You’ve known since five years and you didn’t tell me?“ Jenna exclaimed in shock.“I didn’t want to ruin our relationship, so I didn’t
ORTEGA:~Three weeks earlier~It's finally my 18th birthday, and I couldn't be more excited. I might just meet my destined mate today. I can hardly contain my enthusiasm. I hope they like me.I'm 5’6, so pretty average for a she-wolf. I don't mean to brag, but I have a really good body that I train a lot, so 'toot toot.' I have curvy hips, toned legs, more than a handful of mounds, and a toned tummy that's yummy.I might sound a little conceited, I know, but I'm pleased with what the moon goddess gave me. She makes all her children incredibly beautiful, and there's nothing wrong with acknowledging it.My eyes are brown, but like a dark, adorable brown that draws you in, or so I've been told. My hair is probably my best feature. It's long and slightly curly, but thankfully there's no frizz. My lips are a bit plain and a touch too thin, but overall, I know I'm very pretty, though that doesn't guarantee I'll be their type.All I can do is hope that I am. I wonder what they will look like?