Hello to you all!
Good morning/evening to every reader out there.
It must be a surprise when I decided out of the blue so I'm just going to keep this as short as possible.
Well, Like I said in the last episode I dropped bediee I completely went MIA; I got lot of events to attend last month and yes I know, that doesn't justify that I should leave a book hanging.
But here's it. Apart from the fact that I got super busy last month and barely had time, I also lost my touch with my writings.
I didn't have the zeal to write... At all! And I think that may be because it was so hard to try to continue to write amidst everything that happened last month.
And to cut the story short, I'm very happy that I've found my touch once again.
I know, this doesn't have anything to do with any of you at all, but I hoped you'll be understanding enough to see where I'm coming from.
Thank you all for much for not rating the book down because I had something going on and failed to update. I love you all so much for that! Thank you very much and updates on the book will continue today.
You can go through the last update to get that feeling back again and I'll be fixing the two episodes error I had up.
Thank you once again! And the new updates coming up!
For anyone that doesn't know about my second new ongoing book titled SIN, I will be continuing it also, and you can find it up on my page! Do try to check it out—I'm sure it'll pique your interest!
With that being said, Thank you again!
RYDER.In life, there are always situations that you can't control no matter how hard you try.No matter how thoughtful, shrewd, cunny, or observative you think you are; there are situations that you will have no control over.One of those dilemmas happens to be the one that just took place earlier.My fight with Dawn.I know I'm being despicable by doing this, but what I don't understand is why the fuck she's still here?The only reason she ever thought of leaving Washington was because I fucked things up, and now that I've mended things back, and we are back together— I do not see a reason why she shouldn't be back in that city with me?But, of course. It's Dawn.Of course, she wouldn't listen to me.She barely does.Which is why I'm here, waiting for her to come back to this place because I'm not about to lose my girl over a shitty disagreement.
DAWN. "God, I'm so fucking tired. " I groan as I roll to the other side of the bed; only for Ryder to pull me back against his chest, pressing his very much still hardened dick against my sore core, and I whimper, knowing exactly what he wants. "I'm tired, God! How horny are you?" I snap, pushing at his chest, but he only laughs, and pulls me closer, rubbing his dick against my ass. He chuckles as his tongue swipes over my earlobe, and I shiver under his embrace at the feel of the warm flesh against my skin, "You should know I'm always horny for you, baby girl," He rasps in my ear; the sound shooting heat across my body to my sore core, and I groan under him, shaking my head at the effect that one small action has on me. "Fuck off, Smith. I'm tired. We have been doing this for hours, give me some Goddamn time to rest!" I snap at him, wriggling in his embrace to try to escape, but Ryder only pulls me tighter agai
*FOUR DAYS PRIOR TO PRESENT-DAY* *IN DAWN'S POV* He grabs hold of my arm, forcefully turning me in my stand to come into his view, and I scowl at him, as I try to jerk my hand from his grip. "What the fuck do you want from me? Let go of me!" I snap at Elijah who lifts his brows at me, his grip on my arm getting tighter, and I bite down on my lips to suppress the wince that's trying to slip through my lips. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" He questions, taking another step closer, and my gaze moves down to the small movement; cautious of the fact that he's getting closer to me. "You kiss me one day, and then you completely ignore me the next! The fuck is wrong with what? Do I look like a fucking toy you can play around with as you wish? This shit has got to fucking stop!" He growls, shaking me violently, and I shake my head, regretting not slamming the door on his fucking face the moment his face showed up. And I would have. If he hasn't
DAWN. I feel myself internally tremble in my stand as I glance back at my phone before taking my gaze back to Ryder who's still frowning at his phone. Taking a deep breath in, I walk towards with my phone tucked in my robe pockets. Occupying my earlier seat beside him, I say, "Is everything okay? You look furious. " His head snaps to me, and I feel my heart skip a beat at that one innocent movement. Come on, Dawn! Stop being delusional. It has nothing to do with Elijah calling, and whatever call, or message Ryder might have received is probably nothing relating to me. "I just got a call. He came back asking for me. " He says, voice sharp, and raspy, and I lift my brows at him; confused as to who he's talking about. "The man, Dawn. The man that asked of me from the orphanage, came back looking for me. I just received the call. " He drops his phone beside him, burying his fingers in his h
DAWN. I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding as I settle back in the car seat, my eyes moving across the vicinity with the strange feeling bubbling through me. I don't know why I feel like this, but it's like someone is watching me or something? My phone vibrates against the skin of my lap, and I flinch, startled as I stare down at the small device. "Are you okay?" Ryder chuckles as he gets into his car, and I shake my head with a small smile on my face before saying, "Yes, I am. I spaced out for a while. " "Why? Is it too much for you to handle? I know going back there after years of being away might be too much, and it's alright if you are not yet ready to show for much. " You see? This is why I love this man so fucking much! He understands me more than anyone else does, and I don't think I can ever stop my feelings for him. I don't even want to. He clearly stated that he needed me b
DAWN. I stare in shock as the old man moves closer to Ryder with a genuine smile on his face; he stretches his hand forward to grab hold of him again, but Ryder steps back— a scowl set upon his face as he watches the man. My heart arch for the man beside me, and I slip my fingers through his, lacing them together, and squeezing his palm— assuring him that I'm here. Right beside him. I will always be with him. "Who are you?" He utters, his grip on my hand tightening, and I move closer to his side; perching myself to him. "Son, I understand that you're confused by all these, but I think we should sit down to talk about this. " The man says with pleading eyes, and I lift my gaze to Ryder's; knowing he's going to oppose that. I can't even begin to imagine how he must be feeling right now. After years of being alone. After years of suffering alone. After years of being in the darknes
DAWN.I stare at the mansion before me with s smile on my face.Ryder moves beside me; his arm going around my waist, and I lean into his embrace, his masculine cologne swirling around me, and engulfing me."Are you happy to be back?" He asks, his lips grazing over my forehead, and I nod; my hand gripping his chest."So happy. " I whisper, and Ryder chuckles before pulling away from me.He grabs hold of our hand, entwining our fingers before walking towards the door.My phone vibrates in my hand, and I let go of Ryder's hand as he opens the door, while I open the new text message from Elijah.My heart skips a beat as my gaze moves over the two small words that display over the screen, yet quite heavy.'You lied. 'I gulp down as my palms turn sweaty, my fi
DAWN.Shooting up from the bed, I gasp for breath with the heavy rise and fall of my chest as sweats covers my forehead.What in the hell of a fucking dream was that?Why will I dream of Elijah being here? And Ryder... Ryder!Glancing to my left; Ryder's side is empty with the imprints of his body which means it hasn't been long since he got up.I let out a sigh, resting back against the mattress with my eyes trained on the ceiling.Elijah is getting into my head, and I'm starting to get fucking annoyed.Stretching my hand to grab my phone from the lamp stand; I scroll through the his text messages— my eyes on the last message he sent. The reason why I probably had that stupid dream.Tossing my phone to the side, I swipe my hand down my fave, and raise from the bed; striding t