Chapter 39: The Funeral and the promise!!!

Jace’s POV:

It’s been a week of hell a week and I still can’t eat or sleep the only thing I’ve been able to do is bathe and that’s only because my father threatened to have me committed for depression if I didn’t although as I think about I just might be depressed. Today is her funeral it hurts so much still I can’t say or hear her name without getting an uncontrollable amount of anger coursing through my body maybe I’ll take up boxing just to release some steam. As I lay in bed and try to gather the strength to go say my final goodbyes my body is extremely heavy and I can’t seem to move I just want to curl up and die. I don’t know why the man above choose to put her in my life just to take her away from me like that. I will never love again. My heart won’t allow it I look into the mirror and get a crazy idea throw on my jacket grab my keys and head out the door informing my father I will meet everyone at the funeral knowing deep down I won’t be there I will never say goodbye to my lo