"Please….. please stop this, I'm begging you. I don't want to lose it like this, please don't do this." I cried out and he suddenly paused.He stared at me straight in the eyes for a few minutes, as if searching for something before he finally sighed and got off of me.I sat up quickly and picked up the blanket, wrapping it around myself.I gazed at Ethan, his back was turned to me. "What the fuck was I just about to do?!" I heard him groan as he ran a hand through his hair.I don't even know what to make of any of this. Just now he seemed like he was a different person, almost like he was possessed but now he seems……repentant?"Is everything……" I tried to see if he was OK but he suddenly cut me off."Just get out please. Why won't you listen to me and stay away? Just now I almost did something we both would have regretted. Don't test me, just leave." He said and it almost sounded like he was pleading with me.Something seemed to have come over him before but he regained his self cont
Esme's POVI can't stop staring at the clock, time seems to be the slowest it has ever been. I can't tell why but I'm so excited for my one hour with Ethan. I'm excited but scared at the same time, my stomach is swirling around like a vortex and I can't even figure out why. Probably because today is the first day, this feeling should ease down in the next few days.I wonder what we're going to talk about. But come to think of it, why am I just sitting around waiting for him when I could be doing stuff to take my mind off of it?He never gave a certain time, he just said he would come to me when he was less busy and that could be anytime, even in the middle of the night. Why am I acting like a teen excited for her first date? I should really go do something, probably help Rachel out with some chores. But will I really be able to concentrate on anything? What if Ethan comes to my room and doesn't see me and then decides not to bother looking for me?"Calm down Esme. Geez, you'll get a
Esme's POVAlpha Theon and his entourage instantly approached us and I was surprised to see him give Ethan a hug."Ethan, it's been such a long time. You should visit more." He said."I would but you know that when duty calls, I barely have any spare time." Ethan replied."You've used that excuse way too many times but I understand that you're not a gregarious man. I deeply apologize for calling on you so suddenly, I hope you experienced no inconveniences during the trip." Alpha Theon inquired."It was certainly on short notice but there's really nothing I can't handle." Ethan said with a small smile while I just watched the exchange in awe.This is the most social I've ever seen him. Alpha Theon finally turned to me."And who is this lovely lady you have with you?" He asked politely."She's my ma…..my Luna." Ethan answered while I fought to hide my smile. He had just called me his Luna for the first time."Congratulations Ethan, I'm glad that you finally found your better half and s
Esme's POVNorn locked the door behind us and this got me slightly worried."Is everything OK?" I asked and she walked over to me and held me in a tight hug before breaking into tears."What's wrong? Did someone say something to you?" I asked and she sniffed before moving away from me and wiping her tears."I'm sorry for going berserk on you like that, I just couldn't help it." She apologized."It's not a problem, just please tell me what the problem is." I requested."This marriage that's about to happen is wrong. I'm being forced to marry Raiden." She disclosed."What? But why? I thought you would be getting married to your mate." I replied."I'm unfortunate enough to not be granted that privilege." She said dejectedly."Did he reject you?""No. He's dead. My mate is dead and he was killed by Raiden." Norn revealed and I gasped, trying to process everything I had just been told."The man you're about to marry killed your mate? You're going to have to explain this a bit more." I dema
Esme's POVI walked back to my room, determined to expose Raiden and finally bring the truth to light.Upon opening the door, I see that Ethan has just finished getting dressed."Where were you?" He asked as I got into the room and closed the door behind me."I was gone for only a short time, did you miss me?" I questioned back."Should have known talking to you is no different than talking to a log." He mumbled."I was with Norn, she was just showing me around. Besides, you went to have a bath so I figured you needed privacy." I explained and he sat on the sofa."If you have anything to talk about, say it now, you only have one hour of my time." He said and I smiled, realizing that he intends to keep his promise.I moved to sit next to him on the couch but he moved away from me, creating a good amount of space between us."Not so close. You only need your lips to do the talking." He said and I rolled my eyes. Now would be the perfect time to get some information on the royal family,
Esme's POVThis is probably the first time I've been a guest in a party and though it's exciting, it's equally terrifying.With Norn's ceremony just two days away, the atmosphere is festive but this doesn't give me much time.Alpha Theon is hosting a small party in honor of mine and Ethan's presence. It seems to be a blessing in disguise as I can finally talk to Raiden without seeming suspicious.The party's in full swing, everyone's enjoying themselves and Ethan is thankfully distracted as Alpha Theon engages him in conversation.Now is the perfect time to strike.I look for Raiden in the crowd - Norn thankfully gave a description and it's not long before I lay eyes on him.He's standing at the end of the room and having a drink while he observes everyone. This action of his definitely seems suspicious to me but like Ethan had said, he doesn't look suspicious at all. He rather looks harmless and seems to be watching all the movement around him, as if looking out for any signs of trou
Esme's POVI didn't get the chance to talk to Norn yesterday because of the party so I woke up really early today so I'd be able to talk to her before she becomes engulfed in the ceremony preparations.I took a bath, dressed up and left the room. Ethan was already awake but didn't bother questioning me about why I was awake and getting ready so early. I'm grateful for that since I won't have to come up with a lie so early in the morning.The hallway was slightly dark as the sun was still absent from the sky.I got to Norn's room and knocked on her door. It took a good amount of effort before the door finally opened to reveal a sleep ridden and disheveled Norn in front of me.Her hair was a mess but I didn't have time to worry about that."Esme?" She questioned but I went in and closed the door behind me before grabbing her hand and taking her with me to her bed so we could both take a seat."What's the matter? Is something wrong?" She questioned, finally beginning to snap out of her d
Esme's POVAfter walking for some time, I finally arrived at the cottage and took a deep breath before opening the door, going into it.There is no one inside as expected. It seems my suspicions were correct.I sighed and took a seat on a chair placed in the center, a small smile forming at the edge of my lips."You can come out now, Norn." I called and waited patiently as the Princess took her sweet time to finally come out of her hiding place."I saw you sneaking out of the palace so I followed you. Is Derek….." She began explaining but I quickly cut her off."Just cut the act already, will you? You and I both know what's really going on. I just want to know why. What's your motive behind all of this?" I questioned with a crooked smile.Her face turned pale instantly but then switched to that of confusion."What are you talking about? Are you alright?" She questioned, her voice laced with concern but when she saw that I wasn't buying it, she finally put an end to her pretense, break