Chapter 21

Esme's POV

I can't stop staring at the clock, time seems to be the slowest it has ever been. I can't tell why but I'm so excited for my one hour with Ethan. I'm excited but scared at the same time, my stomach is swirling around like a vortex and I can't even figure out why. Probably because today is the first day, this feeling should ease down in the next few days.

I wonder what we're going to talk about.

But come to think of it, why am I just sitting around waiting for him when I could be doing stuff to take my mind off of it?

He never gave a certain time, he just said he would come to me when he was less busy and that could be anytime, even in the middle of the night.

Why am I acting like a teen excited for her first date? I should really go do something, probably help Rachel out with some chores. But will I really be able to concentrate on anything? What if Ethan comes to my room and doesn't see me and then decides not to bother looking for me?

"Calm down Esme. Geez, you'll get a