11: Love, hate and coffee

*Cynamon*

“Excuse me ?” I know it might seem a weird response.. but this is not how I envisioned getting proposed to ... and there is just too much happening. “No, we shouldn’t”.

“We ... we shouldn’t ? But why not ?” I hear him swallow.

‘Cy, that wasn’t nice’. Zyca’s voice sounds. ‘Look at his face’.

I breathe in slowly. I mean I don't want to hurt him. “Firstly ... that is not how to propose Zac. Secondly, this is so new and so much has happened l.. I need to digest all that before making more big decisions. And thirdly, we are not even officially dating, we are not public and we haven’t even ... shared our feelings, so marriage seems ... a very big jump”.

“The third one I can easily change”. He looks at me. “Well to me we are dating, but if you want to put it into words; I think we should be exclusive and well ... I adore you ... I worship you ... I love you ... and about being public, no problem, we can do that”.

“No”. It slips out before I have time to think.

‘Seriously wo