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Raina~

Here I am again starting at the moon, like a lost lover. I do not if I should feel happy or sad. Happy because my husband took my side and sad that he took my side because I am his wife. Nothing more nothing less.

"Please stay" I begged and held his wrist without looking in his way. I let out a sigh of relief as he sat on the other side.

Heavy silence lingered between us, I had so much to say but he was too angry to listen to me. He is too sad to understand me.

"The moon is looking pretty today," I say and kept on gazing at the serene moon.

"It has never looked ugly," he says with a deep sigh. Indeed moon has never looked ugly, even after having so many flaws, it still shines the brightest in the sky.

"Why are we like this, Agastya? Why can't we just stay happy like normal people?" I asked, but I wanted something else. I wanted to ask, that why does not he trust me. Why does he get influenced by every damn thing?

He did not speak a single word. Maybe he does not want to o