Why didn't you just die?

Raina~

A tear trickled down from the corner of my eyes, there was a deep hollow in my heart, this was the feeling I thought I would never feel again but sadly, here it was again.

I am angry because destiny is against my happiness, I am sad that my husband still does not trust me enough to know that I would not do such a thing.

But I cannot blame him, our marriage was doomed from the start. No matter how much we love one another, we still are far away from that perfect marriage a one should have.

Agastya and I have not spoken a word since yesterday. We have slept in different rooms and ate our dinner alone.

It feels like as if my mere sight and my voice make him disgusted. His aloofness, his distance toward me is prickling every inch of my body.

I stared out of the window and graze at the moon 'Why do all the lovers say that they their lover is just like a moon? Moon has so many scars.' He had asked me this question one time.

And I answered him as I lay my head on his chest. 'Be