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⊰ 30 ⊱ Shattering Control
A shiver runs down my spine, goosebumps erupting across my skin as I fight the urge to utterly submit to his dominance, the way I always have. The way I always will.
“I—”
“Look at me,” he demands, cutting me off. My eyes flicker up to meet his hooded gaze, a knowing smirk playing on his lips. “Are you always this careless?”
His husky voice taunts me, both of us aware that he already knows the answer. He’s simply giving himself an excuse to take what he wants. What we both want.
“No,” I lie, the word catching in my throat.
But it’s a futile attempt at defiance. Around him I’ve never been careful. I’ve never been able to be. He’s my protector, my safe haven. The one place I can let go and simply be.
So, I lie, prettily disobeying him, yearning for the punishment I know will follow. Craving the way he used to take me, to claim me, when I
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