INTENSITY Jessica had snarled and my blood ran hot. I don’t look at Cecilia as I walk past her into his office. He looks up, his eyes widen when they find me. He was wearing his glasses and he looked super sexy in them. And she saw that. Was this jealousy?“I did not kiss Leo.” I tell him. I have no idea why I have to explain myself to him, but I do. He blinks,“Miss Roxanne, that is your personal issue..”“Do not give me that bullshit.”He blinks one more time. I sit opposite him. “Remember how we were being honest with each other the other time? Let’s do that again. No mind games, no dodging the question. Just honesty.” “Miss Roxanne..”“Fuck the rules. I don’t plan on listening to anything that has to do with those fucking rules today.” He takes a few deep breaths and moves to take off his glasses. “Leave them there. It’s sexy.”He blushes. “That is not..”“And I say forgot the rules lest I make you forget them.” “Uhm okay.. I uh knew you
DEEPER “Cecilia explained to me that she was giving account for everything that was spent back in Maine. And it had to be in his office because he had a class. She also said we should think better of her.” I am still dazed by what I heard that I am only able to nod. “Then I told her she could not blame us since she was acting weird. But anyway, I’m glad I didn’t throw hands first before asking questions, that would have ruined everything.” We were at the classroom now, for the extra class. Somehow he managed to beat us here, he sat in front, composed and looking worry free. “Okay what went down in there? Did you embarrass yourself further? Although I don’t see how that is even possible.” I sigh and take the last row.“That’s weird. This isn’t where we usually sit.” She says, her eyes keep dancing from my professor to me. “Remember I told you once that he said he cannot sleep with someone he doesn’t love?” I finally break my silence. “He told me he mean
LOVE“You are so unlucky.” Jessica bellowed. She has been laughing like a hyena since I told her everything. “Like I don’t know. I even went to the department, get them to change my name to someone else's. Do you know what they told me?” She wiped her teary eyes, a smile on her face, ready to laugh more if that be the case. “I am quoting everything verbatim from here on. ‘The nomination came directly from the head of department, and to change it, you need to write to the head of department, but through..’, I have forgotten the names of the people he mentioned, but they were up to ten, and they will help me present my case to the head of department. If he doesn’t approve, then it won’t happen.” She laughs until she is unable to breathe, I let her be. It was a little funny to me as well. “You can start drafting your letter now.” She tells me between spiels of laughter. “Each person has to take at least a day to review the letter before passing it to the next pe
TOPIC Sarah had been reluctant to let Prudy go, and Prudy promised to return the next day, this drove Sarah to rain more praises on her. “Did you finish everything?” I ask Prudy.She was finishing off the last of her nuggets we got at McDonald's earlier. “Yes mommy.”I smile and get her ready for a bath. “Why are you still here?” I ask Jessica who kept walking in and out of the bathroom. “I told you i was moving in, weren’t you listening?”I roll my eyes. “Then use the guest room and bathroom.” By the time Prudy slept off, I find Jessica in the living room scrolling through my laptop. “What are you doing?”“Finding a topic for you. I am the best type of friend right?” “And I am the worst?” Cecilia asks as she enters.“Does everyone know my passcode?”“Its the professor's birthday. The most obvious thing in the world.” Jessica says, waving me away.“Really? That’s really it? Are you sure you are not in love with him?” I burn under their stare
ATTRACTION I let it ring to the end once more, promising myself that if he does call again, I will accept the call. Otherwise, we will see each other tomorrow. So why do I feel nothing but sweet relief when I see his call come in again? I meet Jessica's eyes and they are burning with curiosity. “If you don’t accept it this time as well..”I accept the call whilst she is still talking, her words screech to a halt and she gives me a thumbs up. “Hello?” I fake a sleepy voice.Ignoring the raised brows from both Jessica and Cecilia, I concentrate on the words. “Did I wake you up?” His voice was soft and tinged with concern. Warmth spread all over my body and i can’t help but feel giddy from hearing his voice. “Sort of.” My reply is breathless.“Sorry, I should have waited till tomorrow.” I know that he feels terrible since he comes off as inconsiderate. I can almost see him run his hands through his hair. “It's okay.” “How is Prudy? Where was she when y
CUM When I walk into his office the next day, he seems overly busy. I always see his calm and collected side, this bee part of him was something I had not seen before today. So I stand in a corner and watch him do his thing. He looked even hotter as he rifled through stacks of paperwork whilst simultaneously responding to calls coming through his phone. “I am so sorry. I did not expect everything to be everywhere.” He apologises, throwing me off guard. I didn't know he knew I was here, he hasn’t looked up at me since I walked in. “It's okay. I understand you are working.”“Thank you. Can you please start your research here? There are textbooks that definitely contain whatever topic you want.” I eye the unending rows of text book that lined the walls. I would drown in those books whilst looking for a textbook. “You heading somewhere?” “Yes. I have to do the filing of paperwork, I don't know how it will take; but I will do my best to come as soon as I ca
HUG I don't speak of what happened earlier in his office. I don’t tell Jessica that I jacked off on my professor's table. Neither do i tell her that he knows about it, and i ran away from his office with my face a deep shade of red. When I get back to the hoyse; I find Sarah there with Jessica and Prudy. “Hey mommy!” Prudy greets.I say quick hellos and rush to my bedroom; I had to change out of the clothes that smelled like sex. “What's the rush?” Jessica calls out but I shut the door in her face. “Are you okay?”“Yeah.. a tummy ache.” I say when she wouldn’t go away. “Diarrhoea? Did you eat something bad?” I wince.“Maybe. I took meds though. It should settle down soon enough.” She says she will be out in the living room and to call her if I needed her. I agree, just so she leaves. Scrubbing my body until I am red and raw; the images still play in my mind. I can still see his mouth form the words; and his eyes on my mess on the table. “F
CHOKEHe pulls me into the comfort of his warm embrace and shut the door behind me. We remain like that and my worries start to fade. My muscles relax; reminding me of how sore they were, from surfing. “Coffee, tea, chocolate or warm milk?” his voice reverberates through my entire body. I snuggle into him deeper. “Do you have to go get it yourself?” I murmur.“Yes.”“Then don't. I want to stay like this for as long as possible.” I hear him chuckle and feel it against my chest. The sound caused my nipples to tighten. He wrapped his arms around me, a secure hug. And I was feeling very secure. I would have fallen asleep in his comfortable arms if he didn’t pull me away from him to study my expression. “Are you feeling better?”I try not to look into those grey orbs; they were packed full with concern and it unnerved me. “I will be, let me just rest here for a bit.” He gave me a warm smile. “I’m glad to see that you are feeling better.” “Says who? Don't be