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Her Sanity Chapter 39
Grace's pov:After swaying me for few minutes when he saw I'm calm and silent now so he asked me "Do you want to continue or should we leave it here?"I came down from his lap after realizing what I'm doing and sat beside him. "I'm fine." I said and fixed my hairs. "Do you want water?" he asked me. I shook my head in no. He nodded at me and I decided to continue. "After not getting love from my parents I started finding it from others. I started depending on nanny hoping she would love me but she was too blind to see what I'm needing from her. A motherly love! When I didn't get it from her I started finding it in a boy who was my crush as well as friend back then. At first everything was fine between us but when I told him I like him he laughed at my face saying 'I don't deserve love I'm not worth it.' He was friends with me just because I was rich and buy things for him." I tsked. I moved my gaze to Joshua and asked him "Is this love or friendship that you need someone for their mo
Her Sanity Chapter 40
Grace's pov:At the end of it I was shaking badly. I don't know what's happening I'm trying but not able to control myself. Joshua left my hands and shook my shoulders "Hey hey hey Grace what's happening?" he asked in concern. But I'm not able to reply anything. It's seeming like I can't breathe and suffocating in this room. My breathing turned more heavy. Joshua was saying something but now I'm not getting it what is he saying. "Hey Grace listen calm down concentrate on my voice." he said gazing in my eyes but panicking himself. "Are you listening to me? I think you are having panick attack." he said holding my face in his palms cradling my cheeks. "Hey hey listen to me d-don't panick think about something which comforts you, give you calmness." he said stammering. "S-something which sooths you, keeps you sane think about it Grace. Please baby think about it." he said his eyes glistening. I nodded about my head vigorously trying to think something but my mind was totally blank.
Her Sanity Chapter 41
Joshua's pov:I gazed at her dreamily. She thinks I sympathize her because of her past but no she is thinking wrong I love her for who she is. How rude, angry and cold she is with everyone. How she tries to interacts with me even when she is a silent person. How she trusts me so much so that she told me her past without any hesitancy. She is the strongest girl I have even seen and my love for her is only increasing."What are staring at?" she asked me suddenly. "You." I said slyly. "It's rude to stare." she said rolling her eyes. "Says who don't care about anything." I said smirking at her. "Now you are annoying me Josh." she said annoyingly. "Because I love to do it." I said coolly. She punched me in my stomach. It hurted because she is strong. "Owww. It hurts." I said over dramatically holding my stomach like I'm in so much pain. "Where? Did I punched you so hard?" she said in concern. "Yes, you hitted too hard." I said hissing and saw her caressing my stomach. "Yes do it p
Her Sanity Chapter 42
Joshua's pov:After walking for a while we saw a diner and decided to have lunch there. We went inside and the staff shower us our table. We sat and started going through the menu. The waiter came and took our orders. We ordered Chinese hotpot and fish soup. While waiting for our food to come I decided to discuss about our project with her. "So what did you think about the project?" I asked her. "Nothing." she shrugged. "I think you are not interested in it." I stated what I observed. "Of course why should I make projects and study when my parents bribe the principal to promote me to the next class every year?" she said that it's a normal thing to do. "What did mean by why? You should study for no one but yourself." I said disagreeing with her statement. "You will make your future secure. You will make your career. You will be independent and not be dependent on your parents. You will have the benefits of your hard work." I said. She was staring at me blankly. I don't know what
Her Sanity Chapter 43
Joshua's pov:I was on the way to school thinking about yesterday's moments with Grace. After dropping her home I went back to my home. We didn't started working on the project yet because it was almost evening when we returned to home. So, I decided to head back home not wanting to disturb the family again. Though it is not even a family. I thought all day night about what Grace told me. How her parents, her friend who was his crush and that psychopath treated her. She didn't deserve that, heck no one deserves that. She is a victim but she never shows that and always pretend to be strong and rude. That's how she is soft from inside and rude from outside. As I entered towards the school main gates I saw there stood Lucas, Dylan and Alex already smirking at me. What's with them in this early morning? "How are you Joshua?" Lucas asked smirking evilly at me. "None of your concern." I spat back. He grabbed me from my shirt and pulled me to him. "Do not answer back like that to me."
Her Sanity Chapter 44
Joshua pov:We started walking towards the classroom. She was walking beside me lost in her own thoughts. What is she even thinking now? Is she thinking of the ways she's could hurt Lucas and his friends? Or is she thinking something else? Should I ask her or not? Suddenly I remember what Lucas and his friends told me. Flashback "You were fighting for her, but can't protect your own self." Lucas scoffed. "What do you think a badgirl like Grace will be with a weak person like you." Dylan mocked me. "She is the queen of this school and you are not even her peasent." Alex spat. Flashback endsYes they were right. She is the Grace Anderson daughter of the trustee of this school. She is powerful and authoritive. She doesn't needs anyone. So am I forcing her to like me? I walked past her and went to my locker taking my stuff out and putting my mobile in I straightly went to the class. It will be good for both of us if I stay away from her. I went to my bench and sat beside Brandon a
Her Sanity Chapter 45
Joshua's pov:She dragged me to an abandoned class and slightly pushed me infront of her. Her face was turned into pure rage and I'm not even a slight bit afraid of her anger because I knew she will never hurt me. "Show me your hand. Is it hurting?" I asked in concern holding her hand. She yanked my hand and turned her head away. "What happened to you Grace?" I asked tired of her behaviour why is she behaving like this? "You know that." she spat."I know what?" I asked her confused. In return she scoffed and didn't said anything. "Why did you hurt Stacey?" I asked again. "Because of you." she said gritting her teeth. Me? "But why me I didn't understand?" I again asked not getting anything. "Why were you eating by her hands? How dare she feed you." she snarled. "Because I allowed her to and there is nothing to get angry about it." I replied angry by he statement. "She can't feed you." she spat. "And why is that?" I asked raising my brow at her. She snapped her head at me. "
Her Sanity Chapter 46
Joshua's pov:"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?" she yelled while crying. "I OPENED MY HEART OUT INFRONT OF YOU, TOLD EVERYTHING THAT OTHERS DID TO ME. BUT WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU ARE DOING THE SAME!" she said yelling and crying harder. I never saw her like this before. What I made her? She was nothing like this. But she is not saying anything wrong either. She told me everything about her, her vulnerability, insecurities, anxieties and trusted me and what I did, I listened to others and behave rude with her and hurted her. What was I even thinking? She has no one except me and I was also trying to push her away. She really became attached to me and was I not wanting this? Then why when she get attached I tried to turn my back on her. I'm not only weak I'm really a coward. How can I do this how? I'm angry on no one but myself. I look out her face from my embrace and wiped my tears and kissed her eyes and forehead. "Please don't cry I'm so sorry I shouldn't have said that." I apologi
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