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OLIVIA

Aiden raises an eyebrow. He gazes at me like he is about to speak out, but words aren't coming from his mouth. But, I can still see the same look on his face, the look before he starts to kiss me. He wants me. I know he does.

I take a deep breath, pushing myself up from the bed. I sit on the bed and grab a hold of his hand. He also moves to sit beside me on the edge of the bed. We sit beside each other, honey brown eyes piercing into hazel eyes.

“What's wrong, Aiden? What's holding you back? Is it that you don't want to be my first time or you don't like having sex with virgins?” I ask.

“No, Olivia,” He replies, tightening our hands together. “It's not that. It can never be that. Fuck it, I so much want to be your first time and not just your first time. This might sound selfish of me, but I just want to be the only one.”

My eyes soften. “Then, why don't you want it now? Why did you stop? Can you tell me? I want to know.” I probe.

“I don't think you are going to understand. It'