Unexpected 32: Guilt

I was not restless while waiting outside the hospital room where Zandy was taken after he was struck by lightning in the photoshoot seat. He did not lose consciousness but it looks like he suffered a serious injury to his back due to the weight of the materials falling on him. He was immediately taken to the hospital by the company's emergency team.

I put my hand together and squeezed it lightly to somehow reduce my nervousness. Anything that could happen to Zandy was going through my mind. What if he breaks his back? What if he hunches over? I am worried for him and his condition.

I closed my eyes while sitting in the waiting area. What happened earlier came back to my mind and Zandy's rescue of me. I don't know why he thought to save me. I keep blaming myself for what happened to him. I couldn't help but feel guilty because, despite my disobedience to him, he still managed to save me. There was a part of my heart that was so happy because of the concern Zandy showed me because of wh