"Good. Everything's in order?" I said and I heard her giggle.
"Alpha Clayton why would I call you if its not?" She said and I nodded. We talked a little more before I hung up. I let out a deep sigh and sat back in my chair.
Goddess how was I gonna do this? Please help me. I thought as I scrubbed my hands over my face.
I looked at the long note I'd wrote yesterday. It was full of crossed out words and scribbled sentences. I'd almost gave up trying to write it yesterday but I needed something to go off of. I didn't want to screw this up. I snatched it up in my hands.
I read over the words and changed some of it. It needed to be perfect, this needed to be perfect... Because she was perfect. Finally after finishing it and getting it to my satisfaction I read it over and over engraving it into my mind.
These words would change everything about us. What if she hates me?
Mate doesn't hate us Clayton. She loves us and she'll still love us. My wolf Convel growled softly in my head. I nodded and sighed.
But Convel what if she doesn't want us anymore? I pondered and fear gripped me. If she left it would kill me.
She won't leave-believe me. Convel growled in a deep throaty sound and I let out a breath.
You're right. I replied and ran my fingers through my hair.
Of course I am now quit worrying. Convel growled and disappeared into the depths of my mind. I sighed put the paper down. Goddess I needed to see her. I was on the verge of finding her and mating her right now. I wanted to make her feel all the pleasure I can give her. I'm an alpha for goddess's sake. I almost couldn't contain myself anymore. Convel craved her and so did I.
We'd have her soon though. I glanced over at the package on my desk. I'd opened it earlier and prayed it was okay. Thankfully for everyone, it was. In a few days or so it'd be different. It'd be marvelous.
I just hope that it's enough.
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Katlyn's P. O. V.
I groaned and pushed my hair out of my face. I'd had enough of Clayton ignoring me. It hurt even more... Not to mention I'd been overly horny and I didn't know what to do about it! I wanted my mate but he wasn't letting me near him.
I jumped at a knock at the door and I opened it to see Lexi standing there. She gave me a sympathetic look and walked in and sat on my bed.
"Wanna talk about it?" She asked me softly and I nodded and closed the door. I sat beside her with a sigh and she started talking.
"My brother is... Different. He's an alpha and he doesn't like showing weakness. You are his weakness Katlyn and he acts this way because of it. Clayton doesn't like being made a fool and I think he thinks he's growing soft. And in a way he is-hell you know he is. It's not the best situation but you must understand that you and my brother are meant to be. I could help you understand more but it comes with a price." Lexi said meeting my eyes with ones of pity.
"What can you do?" I asked. I wanted to know, I wanted to help my mate.
"I can change you-make you one of us." She sighed and shock flowed through me.
"You can turn me into a werewolf?" I gasped and she nodded. Of course she could.
"Yes. It will grant you a wolf and knowledge of our culture. Don't worry it'll only hurt for a few minutes and the bite mark will fade after the first time you shift. Clayton will be even more drawn to you. Your bond with him will increase dramatically. Since you are a Luna it will be very strong." She said with a small smile.
"So I'll be different than now?" I breathed in confusion. My skin prickled as she nodded.
"Yes humans tend to get a confidence boost once they turn werewolf. It's quite amusing. I've never seen a human go from average to Luna though. No telling what you'll be like, though I'm certain you'll be a leader just like Clayton." I nodded softly at her and but my lip.
"Do it. I want to be a worthy mate." I sighed meeting her gaze. She nodded and I watched as fangs slid past her bottom lip. For a second fear pierced my heart but I pushed it away. She gave me a waiting look and I nodded in approval to her.
In a flash her fangs were buried in my neck and I gasped. A fire ran through my body and snarling echoed in my ears. Their history and culture. I knew it all now. Power surged through me and any fear I had died. I was a Luna now and my wolf growled inside to prove it. Lexi pulled away from me.
"Luna Katlyn." She said dipping her head in respect. I growled-yes growled-in approval.
"Beta Lexi." I said to her and she paused looking at me with wide eyes.
"B-beta?" She stuttered and I nodded smiling.
"Yes you're my beta." I said and she smiled wider. Before I knew what was she wrapped me in a hug. I tensed before returning the embrace.
"Who marked her?!" A roar echoed through the house and I pulled away from Lexi. She looked scared. I snarled and shook my head as Clayton yelled again.
"Where is she? Katlyn!" I would've cowered at his roar but I didn't instead I stood and waited for him to find me.
"Katlyn!"
Lexi had already bolted out of the room after the first yell. I crossed my arms over my chest and listened to the pounding of my mates feet hiring the stairs. He was close.
Right on cue boom! The door burst open and there stood my mate looking beyond pissed off. His eyes landed on me and he growled eyeing the mark on my neck.
"Why didn't you answer me? Who marked you?" He snarled stalking towards me.
"Your sister." I growled and he paused. His eyes searched mine and he took a deep breath.
"She-you're a-you're not human anymore." He said softly and I nodded a growl rumbling in my throat."Now I'll be a worthy mate won't I?" I said sarcastically and bitterly."I never said you weren't worthy." Clayton growled."Really now? Well you haven't talked to me in days Clay. If you don't like me that much you may as well just let me go home." I snarled."I never said I didn't like you." Clayton rumbled, "I love you." I scoffed."You have a hell of a way of disproving that." I spat and felt something shifting inside me. My voice turned into a hard growl and Clayton frowned."What's happening?" I gritted out through clenched teeth."You're about to shift. You need to calm down." He explained in a calming voice. My mate stepped closer to me."Back up. Don't touch me." I growled. Pain coursed though me and I yelped. Clayton winced."It won't hurt as much it you just let me help you." Clayton growled. He stepped forward as I swayed on my feet and caught me before I fell. Instantly the
"You're right." He said and started grabbing his toothbrush and stuff and hurried out of the bathroom shutting the door behind him. I chuckled softly.After I was done with my business I slipped out of the bathroom to be automatically encased in my mate's strong warm arms. I growled in delight as he gently backed me up against the wall and smirked at me.I chuckled and stuck my tongue at him and raised my eyebrows when his eyes darkened with lust. He growled softly and pressed his face into my neck and gave me chaste kisses. I moaned as he kissed my jaw and collarbone and back up my neck to my cheeks. My breathing became ragged as did his and he pressed me harder against the wall and smashed his lips upon mine. My hands flew to his head and I gripped his hair and pulled causing him to moan and open his mouth. I smiled and slipped my tongue in his mouth and he growled softly when mine touched his. In moments our tongues were battling for dominance and our hands were teasing each other
Let me at him Eli! I'll rip him to shreds! Elika howled and I scoffed.I thought you were supposed to like your mate. I said back.We'll take disrespect from no one! Mate or not! My wolf howled and suddenly all inhibitions were gone from me."Like I'd want to be mates with a stupid bastard like you! You talk like you're high and mighty but you're no better than a flea infested rouge! You're not worthy of becoming alpha let alone being my mate! The moon goddess screwed us both over!" I snarled and my wolf's growl came out with every word. It was as if something snapped in me and I nodded curtly at Nathan who looked shocked. Then he blinked and growled."This is fucking stupid." Nathan snarled and left the room.He didn't reject us... Elika said softly and I felt myself tense up. He didn't.I shook off the fuzzy feeling in my head and walked out of the living room and going outside. I peeled my banana and ate it before tossing the peel aside."Eli! What is your problem?" A deep voice bo
"Oh my... How?" I said aloud and I smiled in pride.That is the real you Eli. You are beautiful. Elika said and I blushed in flattery. I grabbed the backpack and slipped on my joggers and tank top.I made my way back to the pack house and I smiled. My confidence level was up to its max and I was at peace I'd never felt so alive. When the house came in sight my grin grew. I had a plot in mind and I would use this to my advantage. They'd regret treating me like dirt.I passed a group of guys and they watched with big eyes and open mouths. Why are they out it's nearly one in the morning?"Hey boys." I said winking and they gulped. I chuckled and kept walking. I smiled as I saw Alex and I walked up to him and tapped his shoulder. He whirled around and paused when he saw me. His eyes darkened with lust and I smirked before punching him right in his face. What I didn't expect was for him to go flying back like he did and land on the ground a few yards away. Damn! I eyed my hands in wonder a
"Let go Nathan. I'm tired and want to go to sleep. Plus this is my room and I want you out!" I snarled and my mate tightened his grip on me."I can sleep with you." Nathan growled and I scoffed. I shook my head."See Nathaniel, my wolf and I haven't forgiven you just yet, so go fuck yourself and get out of my room." I spat and my mate bared his fangs at me. Elika didn't take too well to that and I happily let her take over."Don't show your fangs to me unless you want to get embarrassed." Elika growled through me and Nathan's eyes darkened to those of his wolf's, Kane."Embarrassed by whom?" His wolf snarled back and Elika laughed coldly. My hand clamped on Nathan's throat and the alpha growled as Elika and I held him down. I leaned down until my lips were against his ear and my voice was superior yet seductive as Elika whispered, "By me. You hurt us Kane-you too Nathan. You made us cry and didn't help us until you found out we were mates. You called us names and pushed us around- now
"Good I can't wait till I can call you Mrs. Ravenwolf." He smirked and kissed my lips softly before pulling gently away."And I can't wait for our honeymoon... Just you and me.... I wonder how loud you'll scream for me..." He whispered in my ear and I hit him playfully."Clayton stop it!" I scolded and he chuckled. My face burned.He laughed harder and pulled me to him then lifted me off the ground."So babe wanna go for a run?" Clayton said and started taking off his shirt. I looked at him in confusion as he pulled out a little golden chain necklace."Here." He said slipping off my ring and putting it on the necklace. He put it on me and I grasped the ring on my chest."It's time you shifted little one." He said lovingly and pulled me outside.I watched as he stripped off his clothes and shifted into his black wolf. He growled softly and I heard his voice in my head.Shift. I listened and stripped as well.I closed my eyes as pain blossomed in my body but as soon as it was there it v
"Just think about how the mating will be." Nathan murmured in my ear. I blinked and tried not to think about it. I frowned slightly as I realized I just gave in to my hormonal desires."Yep but it won't be anytime soon." I said casually and pushed Nathaniel away from me."Why not?" Nathan whined and I scoffed."I still haven't forgiven you." I sighed and he growled."But I- we just-" he began but I waved my hand in his face."It's not a big deal Nathaniel honestly. It's not like we had sex or anything. The mating process wasn't completed. It isn't a big deal." I sad with a shrug and he growled."Yes it is. You're my mate-the least you can do is let me love you." He huffed and I paused. Love me? He loves me?Nathan snapped his mouth shut and looked at the ground when I didn't answer right away."If only you knew the pain you put me through." I growled and Nathan looked at me with sad eyes."I know I screwed up but please-" Nathan tried but I tuned him out."I'm going to my room. Go wor
"I don't know... I feel weird." I said and it was true my hands tingled and soon so did the rest of my body but it slowly faded."Nevermind its gone." I muttered and Clayton smiled softly."Well are you up for the celebratory party later?" He said and I nodded."Congratulations Alpha Clayton, it's nice to see mates getting united in matrimony." A deep voice grumbled and I turned to see a dark haired rather good looking man with red-brown eyes. He was not better looking than my Clayton though. Not by a long shot. I was getting a weird vibe off of him and I didn't like it."Alpha Nathaniel? Haven't seen you since well... I don't know years ago?" Clayton said with a slight frown."Yes. I was wondering if you could give me some advice on something... I just- Eli?" I watched as Nathaniel looked around for a bit before sighing."Goddess dammit. I knew she'd run off. I need help. How do you make your mate love you?" Nathan said turning and looking and Clayton then me with wide pleading eyes.