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13. Unpierced
I wondered if I was making a mistake as I took my top and capris off. This wasn’t how I’d imagined the day to turn out.
No I hadn’t been expecting to be undressing in front of Emre.
His eyes were on me as I took everything off and revealed a plain black swimsuit that molded to my modest curves.
I knew my body was nothing special and yet his eyes on me were making me feel as if I could have graced a magazine centerfold. Easily.
His gaze started from the tip of my toes and burned upwards moving up and up, his eyes igniting my body wherever his eyes touched.
“Let me go put on some sunscreen,” I said hurriedly, more to get away from him than anything else.
I went to get my bag from the sundeck and sat down there. For a moment I could think clearly.
What was I doing? Getting into the water and with Emre.
I couldn’t think when he touched me. I couldn’t say no to the man.
I squeezed out
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