Chapter 32

Lottie’s POV

I don’t know how to handle Ember. On the way back to the house, she was teasing and taunting Xavier. She wants him and has already made her intentions known to me about what she plans for tonight. She is also making it very clear to him too.

I honestly don’t know how I feel about all of it. Until recently, I had never kissed anyone other than my mom and sister. I certainly hadn’t seen a naked man, nor had a man seen me naked. But like Ember tells me, Maddox is my mate. We are going to be intimate. After our few kisses and intimate moments, I need to get over my anxieties. I am his and he is mine, after all. He has given me a lot of firsts recently.

We are a few miles from home. She suddenly blocks me out. I am blocked out of my conscious mind. It’s weird and quiet wherever I am. At least last night when we shifted, I could see what she saw and we could communicate. Right now, there is nothing but darkness. I don’t like it. I also don’t like to think about wh