Hand full of blood!

Vdius's Pov

I don't know how long it's been since I've been sitting here and drinking my heart out while staring at the sky because I feel so lost, like I've lost everything.

I lost myself, I lost Aurora and I..I lost my mother because I couldn't even help her when she was dying alone while I pushed myself and Bella away from her by thinking she would try to kill us again, but all the time, she was trying to protect us by bearing everything alone.

I..I have killed her with my illusion. If I could see the truth, then she wouldn't have to handle everything on her own and at last, she couldn't take it anymore when she took her own life, leaving me alone to take care of Bella.

I wanted to scream and cry, but nothing was coming out of my mouth while Josh was also silent as I blocked him from contracting anyone since I didn't want Alec to link our minds and find me because I just wanted to be alone and cry for what I have done, how I turned myself and my sister into an orphan.

And Aurora?