Chapter 51: On My Own

He left after I said that. I don’t know if I should be thankful or what that he obeyed what I told him. What happened in the past is still a puzzle to me. I don’t even know if what he said was true or if he was plotting something. After what happened to me, I am starting to doubt everyone, even myself. I have no control over it when I’m with someone that makes me lose my ability to manage myself. I know it’s absurd, but it is kind of true. I took a deep breath and got up from the bed. I want to have fresh air to breathe. I’m too used to the smell of four-cornered rooms. I want to be free. I want to have the liberty that I thought I would have when I came here. I went to the stand where my dextrose was hanging and decided to go outside of the hospital. This looked like a private one, and I know the bills would be higher than my savings. I shrugged the thought off and leisured myself with the freshest of fresh air here. I sat down on one of the in-built benches. I picked the one that is