Chapter:42

Alex POV

Insomnia is a serious problem for some people. For me, not so much. I could practically sleep anywhere, anytime, through anything. But tonight though, my eyes would shut for nothing.

After lots of wrong turns and internal battle in the dark, I found the livingroom. I lay here on the couch with endless thoughts running through my head. Why would he act as if this was all okay?

This is a life altering decision. Both literally and figuratively. Werewolves are not an everyday thing like hot boys and mood swings. Weird example, I know.

But it takes time to think about. You can't just snap your fingers anytime you want and change what will happen if it's already done.

Mason took this as a joke and I felt very hurt by that fact. I would have to give up my whole life and try to adapt to a new one. I would not be able to even finish my courses at collage or practice what I have learned if I have to be a 'Luna' as they call it.

Mason and I never really spoke about this. We never s