Lyra

Lyra

The only way to protect the people I love is to hand myself over. I keep this part of my plan to myself, Maddox wouldn’t allow me to do this but I'll do what needs to be done then return. Personally asking forgiveness is better than asking permission, that's just not in me, not even for Maddox.

I can't believe they burnt down Jareds bar, everytime i think about poor Jared I feel so guilty. He was the first person who made me feel welcome in that country, I always looked forward to seeing him. I sigh and snuggle down into Maddox, curled up in a ball on his lap as he draws small circles on my hip with his large hands.

I can feel he is trying to keep his frustration under control, and I appreciate it more than he will ever know. I just need time to think before we land, having contact with my tie always helps me to relax. I know i am being selfish but i can't have anyone harmed due to me being stubborn.

As I think that I catch Kalsea’s eye she is snuggled up to Atlas, she looks so s