KarinaIt was one thing to meet a stranger, and another thing altogether for this to eventually lead me back to Connor.I didn't even know what I was thinking by the time I met Ethan, but seeing his spindly form and quiet awkwardness pushed me somewhere inside. Was it the reminder of the kind of person I was? I didn't know.Either way, it wasn't too hard to trust him, but if I knew that following him around would lead me here, perhaps I would have second guessed it.My stomach tightened, but I couldn't keep my eyes off Connor for one moment? Questions raced in my head, the one most of all;Why did I have to see him now?I clenched my jaw, instantly going on the defence as the other man beside him moved forward.“I haven't seen you around. Hey Ethan, where have you been hiding this lady.” He asked as we slowly closed the distance.I had to forcefully tear my gaze away from Connor to face the redheaded man.“Nice to meet you,” he said, about to raise his hand,“Im-”He suddenly broke off
ConnorMy hands tightened into fists. What was wrong with me?The sight of her retreating back was like being doused within the lake during winter. I had no doubt in me that I had inevitably messed up.I wasn't supposed to react that way. Not even when the sight of her with Ethan made me…“Damn it.” I cursed silently, shutting my eyes.The reminder of my harsh words didn't help, but I wasn't going to apologize. Not now Shaking my head, I moved away, back to the incomplete building where Ethan and Ralph still stood, waiting for me.“Something doesn't feel right.” Ralph whistledI turned to find Ethan shuffling slightly on his feet, his stare slightly more shaky. He was the youngest out of us and I could tell he sensed my animosity and was every bit worried. Seeing him in this state held down my animosity.“What happened that you're not telling us Connor?” I turned to find Ralph's face slightly more serious. The shock had worn off and all I could see were questions.I'd kept it from th
ConnorI swallowed thickly. The tone of her voice was too serious for me to avoid this. In other words, I was screwed.Without a word, she pointed to the seat opposite her. I quickly followed and sat down.“Are you going to talk about what happened last night?” she asked,I sucked in a breath immediately, catching her judgemental gaze. She wasn't going to let this go.“Mom, I was in a bad mood last night. I didn't need to take it on you or dad.” I didn't want to deal with this now.“Fine then, then explain to me what happened today.”My breath hitched from disbelief as she leaned in.“Imagine that after we told her to go out, she comes back hours later holding back anger and the first things she said to me was ‘Your son's an idiot.’”Somehow in my twisted imaginations, I could hear Karina saying just that.Except I wasn't happy for too long. Not under the weight of my mother's stare.“You don't understand.” I looked away for a moment.“She-”“I don't care what she did Connor, althoug
KarinaWas I upset? Yes.However, it didn't stop me from moving down to take dinner with them. It took a longer while for me to go while Levi still hadn't gone to sleep, but 30 minutes past the time, I was already there.The dining was silent with only Connor and his mother present. Silence filled the dinner table as we ate and Connor didn't say anything or even look my way.Funny, considering that he had plenty to say that afternoon.I left as soon as I was done.So far, the place didn't seem too bad.I found my way back into the Pack house early in the morning, this time with Levi in my arms. Her caring nature for Levi had me slightly swayed to her side, despite the overall caution I still had but I simply wanted to stay near my baby.Nobody was present. Even Connor hadn't left the place before I did. It was something that I did whenever I was feeling more adventurous during my time travelling; scoping out the place.It helped me get more familiar so I could adapt easier. Although i
KarinaHe was agitated. I could tell from the twitch on his face that signalled him clenching his jaw. My belly twisted into knots at the sight of him.Perhaps it was just my luck then? On arriving Ethan had assured me that people barely come to his office in the first place which was to my taste. Now seeing him here was another thorn in my side.The reminder of his words and actions that day before was the first thing that pulled me out of my trance. I immediately straightened and jutted my head downward to where Levi laid.I felt both eyes on me while the room was bathed in awkward silence. No doubt Ethan would be confused by this. The silence seemed to last an eternity before Connor broke it.“Ethan. I need you to help me sort out a small issue.” he said“Oh,” the younger man's voice came out more feeble and I sensed the slight confusion I predicted from his tone. I turned to focus on Ethan just as he sat up from the chair, staring at me before looking towards Connor.“Let's go th
KarinaIt took moments for me to escape my trance after watching him leave. I shook my head slightly, looking towards the direction he'd instructed me.In a matter of hours I was going to have to face the entire pack, which solely from my vantage point seemed large enough already, just as large as the Rogue pack And they'll have eyes on me and my son.Shutting my eyes tightly I took in a breath. There was no time to waste then.I followed his directions all the way to the exit door with no hitches. There was nobody that saw me as I slipped out of the pack house into the bright forest. I found my way back into the house easily entering my room.I needed to prepare for the introduction. It would be my first official impression of the pack after all.In contrast however, Germaine growled within me.‘If they try to attack us…’ she said within me, a mix of caution in her tone.I merely smiled in return, shaking my head.‘It doesn't matter how they see us.’ I told her.I might not be stay
KarinaEven after everything was done and the crowd of mack members had dispersed, I was still listless, in shock.Connor led me out of the podium back into a private area, but I. His hands guided me gently and I felt it warm in my hands.Yet inside I was Chilled. So cold.I was grateful to not have seen his parents or anyone at all as he led me through the hallway. The walk became a blur as I felt the sounds around me Soon he led me to a room and I felt his scent surrounding me. It was the first thing that made me blink back to reality.The first thing I saw was the desk and couches. It was no doubt his office then.I looked back to see him facing me. His hand was still on mine.“Karina?” He asked.His voice was like an ice bath bringing me back to reality. I recoiled instantly, whipping my hand away from his grip as I stumbled back. I turned away from him, pacing.“What's wrong? You looked strange out there. Talk to me.” His voice came through the silence A hysterical laugh almost
ConnorI stared blankly at the door, the silence taunting me even more.All her words had struck me to the heart. I didn't even know how or when she gained every bit of that information. Has someone told her or was it that she was able to read me so well?Did any of it matter now?My fists were unclenched, lax against my sides yet every felt heavy. All the emotions weighed on me. Anger, regret…Shame.This was far worse than the last time, more grievous compared to the last blunder I made. a blunder which I hadn't even apologised for yet.I intended to do so earlier that morning alongside telling her about the Pack announcement she had to prepare for. After my talk with Ralph and Ethan, I knew there was no more time to waste. No more hiding. It was a more pleasant bonus that I could use the news as an avenue to talk to her.I had woken up early knocking on her door and waiting for almost half an hour. It took the unending silence to finally try opening the door only to see the empty s