chapter 39

The next morning, I wake up before Tay and freshen up. I have dark circles under my eyes due to lack of sleep. I have never given much thought to how Tay and I would end up. All I know is that I'm afraid of losing him. All my life, everything was taken away from me. He is the first person I have ever loved in my life, the only one who knows the real me. The only one who doesn't judge me and makes me feel safe. Whenever I stumbled or fell, he was there to catch me, even though I pushed him away. I dress up in black leggings and a sweater. I put on the socks and small soft boots. I leave my hair hanging down over my shoulders, grab my phone, and make my way downstairs.

“Morning Mrs. Payne to be!” Future half-smiled and I grab a bowl and pour cereal in.

“Morning,” she says and Andrew walks in, still in his pajamas. I grab milk from the fridge and pour it into the bowl. My phone buzzes on the kitchen counter.

“Excuse me,” I say, and grab my phone.

I walk to the living room and answer