CHAPTER FIFTEEN

ALESSANDRO'S POV

I destroyed my own life.

Its almost been a month since Lilly left and its getting nearly impossible to breathe. I cant believe she flat out rejected our bond, the fear and anger in her eyes that day made my stomach turn in an excruciatingly painful manner.

I remember reading somewhere once about rejection, it said the first days without your mate after being rejected are the hardest, but honestly they are the easiest because at that point you're still in shock, you have hope and the reality of the situation hasn't sunk in as yet.

The day Lily left I stayed in the sunflower field crying my heart out with the thought that maybe she'd change her mind and accept me or at least give me a chance to prove myself worthy of her, but she hadn't. I woke up the next day after crying myself to sleep, I was completely paralyzed by this new strain on my body, the strain of rejection. and to make matters worst the agony Avery was going through due to the side effects of my emotions a