I smiled as i looked outside the window of my hotel room. Three months passed away so quickly that i didn't notice. France, Netherlands, Canada, USA, Brazil and Japan, we have done and dusted the concerts there. It was a hell of fun. After the concerts, we all used to hang out and created good memories together. Seo-joon and my bond was stronger than before. He took me out on dates after the concert and spend the nights with me. Sirius members were getting tired but they held high spirits and continue to perform incredibly.We landed in London today. Here there are three concerts and then one back at Korea and then we are done with the Tour. Sirius members went to the stadium for practice, i was not needed there so i stayed in with Bong Cha and Nicole. "Here's your coffee. Now tell us what you wanted to tell." Bong Cha said, putting the hot coffee cup on the floor. We were sitting on the carpeted floor, near the large room windows as we looked outside enjoying the view. "Well, duri
Taking off the mask, i breathed in the chilly air of USA. I took a sit on the waiting area, waiting for my bags to arrive. My mind pondered back to the past days. After i arrived in Korea, i went straight to Sirius dorm and packed my all things up and left. I came back to my previous apartment which was renovated after i moved out. The day i came back in Korea, my phone was blowing up with hate messages, tweets and calls from their fans. I don't know how they found my number, but it was hell. I remember one fan told me to get lost as she loved Seo-joon. I just rolled my eyes and blocked her number. I had to deactivate my Instagram and other accounts. Within 3 hours, i was done with this, so i broke my sim and bought a new one. It was too much. Not every tweet and messages were of hate, surprisingly, i received quite a good amount of love and support messages. I guess not everyone hated me or our relationship. Well it's all over now. Then after all this drama, i booked a flight to USA
"What did you say?." I whispered, still processing the words "Jessica. Please go right now. We will discuss it later." Hands grabbed me and dragged me along inside in the house. "Anthony." His name came out of my trembling lips. He had dark circles around his eyes, little stubble covering his jaw, his eyes looks tired. He was a mess. He pulled me into his arms and caressed my head. "Are you sure it's yours?" I asked pulling away from him. "We both did the tests and they matched. I fucked up." He said, running his fingers in his hair in stress"Anthony. What have you decided?. What are we going to do?" I asked, looking at his hunched figure. "I want the baby, Eun Aee." He sighed and looked up at me. I stayed silent as he kept looking at me. "It's my fault too. She can't have abortion. I took her to a gynecologist and they told us that she has some complications and if she does abortion it may lead to her death. So we decided to have the baby. I can't just leave her to carry t
After one year; "Yohoo!" Brian was running around with a smile on his faceI chuckled looking at Brian, who was running behind Joe. "He is so happy. I haven't seen him so happy ever before." Ashley said, looking at them playing around. I nodded my head with a proud smile on my face. Through the last year, my only goal was to bond with Brian and make him confident so that no one can mess with him. After a while, i moved back to my house which Anthony gifted me. Everything was untouched. I felt a home feeling when i entered in it. Brian really liked the house too. I had to hire staff to look after the house and Brian. Brian was always so afraid of me leaving him that whenever i used to go out for work or anything, he used to throw a fit. I had to work hard on creating our trust and develop a proper mother and child bond. But in the end my hard work pay off. He was now independent and instead tells me to take care of myself. "When are you going to celebrate his 9th birthday?" She a
A month passed my quickly with a lot of new memories. Only one week was left here and then we have to go back. Lisa-lily mother's and our families have gotten close over the time and so were the kids. They were leaving day after tomorrow so they were organising a huge born fire as a goodbye. Do-yun, Asher and David- Lily's dad they all organized the outdoors things. "How many plates?" I asked Lisa, "Seventeen." She said, cutting salad. "What? Why so many plates?" Ashely stopped her work as looked back at Lisa with a surprise look. "Oh i forgot to tell you guys. Next door, there are few young men who are also here for vacation. They like Lily and sometimes play with her. We hang out a few times, David really clicked with them. So he wants to them to join. Any problem ladies?" She said. "We won't mind them unless they are good looking." Eden said with a teasing smile.I chuckled at her, Ashley nudged her teasingly."Oh. They are really handsome." Lisa said with a wink. We all laug
Umm, yeah that's more like it I thought applying a little blush to my pale cheeks to give them some color, to make them feel alive. Soft music blasting through the speakers as i was getting ready. Closing the lipstick lid, i glanced at myself in the mirror. Hmm. Decent. After grabbing my blue denim jacket from my wardrobe, i made my way out. My keys clattered as i bounced my way down through the stairs. Elevator was not an option this morning as there were bunch of people waiting outside and i couldn't have fit in, and i was already getting late. I wasn't that girl who gets late, i was a punctual person. As i opened the door, chilly air entered my nose, making me glee with happiness. I love winter. I put my arm through the jacket as i looked around, people wearing layers of warm clothes to keep them warm. I walked towards the car parking and found my car moist due to snow fall. I put the key in and started the car. I still remember the day when my dad taught me how to drive. It
Sirius.S I R I U S!. OH MY GOD. This was the only thing that was going round and round in my mind. Control your hormones!. I cleared my throat and bowed. Though i was a minor fan of them but still. It was my first time meeting world stars. They were quick to pick the notion that i wasn't going to greet them before bowing. They bowed and greeted me. "Hello Doctor Eun Ae." "Hello." I said with a small wave. They smiled warmly at me. My eyes swarmed across them, making eye contact with every single one of them. But then i felt a certain pair of eyes whisper over my body. Then it was him- Han Seo Joon. It was unfamiliar and magnetic and it rolled waves of unexpected sensations through me. Which made my heart flutter but at the same time scared. I was drawn to him- a man i hadn't never met before. It terrified me. I have never let any man come near me more then an arm's length. That was my rule which i was strictly following over a few years. Yeah, i was carefree and easy going
I heard the melody of one of my favorite songs. I felt a smile appearing on my face as i listened to it. I sing along and danced while sitting in my chair. Ashes and Diamonds. I wanted to run to where they were practicing and see it for myself. But wouldn't it be a bad idea?. Would it?. No. Lets go. My heart said. It's always the heart. I bit my lip in excitement as i picked up my phone and hurried for the door. I followed the path from where the sound was coming from. As i neared i saw a hell lot of people, running here and there. I saw Bong-Cha among them, i made my way towards her to where she stood among other makeup artists. "Hey Bong-cha." I said as i politely touched her shoulder. She turned to face me her face morphed into a small smile as her eyes fell on me. "Hey Doctor." She said and she hugged me out of blue. I was shocked at her sudden affection but returned the favor. Awkwardly patting her back, i looked up to meet curiosity filled eyes gauging me. "You are here