GOODBYE, MY LOVER

SERGIO

Apollo has come to visit me in my holding cell, and I just found out from him that my wife is awake. She has been up for two days now, and it hurts me so much that I was not the one she had woken up to. It is all my fault. If it was not because of me, maybe we wouldn’t all be where we are today. I probably do deserve to be locked in here because my wife does not deserve me.

Whom am I fooling? I already feel like I am going crazy. I miss Paula so much, and I wish I could just hold her. How is she doing? Does she miss me? Is she worried about me? Is she still mad at me? I wish I could hear her voice and talk to her, but it can never happen when I am locked up in here. Damn, I should have just killed Bruce and got arrested for something relevant. I know that he is only trying to prove a point by not dropping the charges. I am yet to go to court tomorrow morning and hopefully, I get bail. My superiors are giving me a very hard time for not pulling myself together. I was supposed to