Hi my lovely readers,Thank you so much for loving my book. I am so grateful for all of you.I decided this to merge this book with its sequel I Never Wanted You My Mate , But I Need You. If you have already read the sequel please do not open the following chapters to avoid paying twice. I appreciate the reads and support so much.If you loved Derek and Anna's story you will love Mia and Derek's story in the sequel. I love you all and am thankful for all the reads and ongoing support. It means the world to me.I appreciate the support so much. I Never Wanted You, My Mate would not be this far without all of you. Please continue to support me as I add more in this writing adventure Thanks again, Annie
Mia povI stood watching mates find each other when I smell him and my heart stops. My mate is here but he is with his boyfriend. My heart feels broken as I watch his eyes widen as he takes me in. This can not be happening right now. I back away and run trying to get home so I can leave. He won't leave his boyfriend I know this but it still hurts. I waited my whole life for a mate only to find he is taken already. Tears blur my vision and I fall skinning my knees as I escape. I feel hands on me and freak out trying to fight them off. Tingles fill my skin and I know my mate chased me."calm down",he speaks but his voice sounds strained."get away from me!",I shriek. "we need to talk",he tries to pull me up but I resist. Derek Liam is soon to be Alpha and extremely gorgeous but he has a boyfriend and everyone knows they are together. They both flaunt their relationship everywhere. Everyone also knows his boyfriend has a mate Jennifer and she is a mess dealing with their relationship.
Liam povI come out the bathroom and Mia is gone making me angry. I hurry to her room only to pause outside her door hearing her and Jennifer talking."You tried to reject Jon?",Mia asked curiously. "Fuck yeah but he refused to accept it. I had five miscarriages Mia fucking five thanks to him and Liam",I froze mid knock."I'm sorry Jennifer, I hear Mia say sadly, I had no idea. How did you cope?",I hear Jennifer sigh."I don't, she sniffles, I went to doctor Hannah and begged her to remove my uterus but she refused. Then I asked for birth control and a way to stop my heat",my eyes widen at this."Holy shit you wanted a hysterectomy?",I wasn't sure what that was but my wolf sighed. You really are an idiot Derek he muttered. That is a surgery to keep you from having any pups ever. You can't carry pups ever when they remove your uterus. Holy shit."Yes there is no point trying because every heat ensures you carry your mate's heir but every time they fucked I miscarried from the pain. Bot
Liam povI'm in my dad's office as he goes over shit but my mind keeps going back to Mia. She refused to share her bed so I slept on the floor and fuck my back hurts today. "so son do you get it?",I'm barely paying attention as he growls."What?",he sighs."What is wrong with you Derek?",I hold in my growl. "A lot dad, I sigh, a lot is wrong with me. I marked her but she keeps saying she will get revenge on me and I feel helpless",he chuckles."I told you son your actions will have consequences now your finding that out. Mia is upset and hurt so she will use that against you. I heard Jennifer had quite the night",he looks thrilled."How?",he smirked."Warriors told me how she let loose last night and Jon tried to intervene but she brushed him off. She danced the night away with warriors and other unmated males. Jon was pissed",I sighed. I fucking missed Jon and I wanted to be with him."Well thanks to Mia, I sighed, she put that in Jennifer's head to get revenge on him",my dad stoppe
Mia povI don't know who the hell he thinks he is taking over my shower and touching me. I dress and crawl on top my mattress and brush my hair."Mia",he comes out but I turn away from him."Please just stop Derek, I sigh, I just want to sit here quietly ",I hear him sigh. "We need to talk Mia, he sits on the mattress near me, I mean really talk",he looks at my hair. I feel him take the brush and start brushing my hair. "Not today, I choke out, I just want quiet today",I need quiet and his talking doesn't give that. He sighs but stays quiet as he finishes my hair.Liam povI brush her soft hair and it smells amazing but I won't tell her that. Mia looks ready to cry as she lays down sadly while I watch."Tomorrow we need to meet my dad in the office",he moves away and I sigh. "Okay",I try to sleep but can't. I hear him sigh sadly and sit down opening the folders he came in with earlier. He flips through the files and stays quiet but I can't sleep. My back is facing him and I cry sile
Jennifer povI don't want pups and I definitely don't want to go through heat but here I am in the dungeon sobbing in pain as heat goes through me. I'm locked in and I can barely move because it rips through my body.Get mate my wolf hisses at me. No I whimper I don't need him."Jennifer, I swear I hear him, please let me help",I crawl under the cot crying."No, I gasp my stomach hurting bad, no I don't want your help. Cheating ass butt fucker",he flinched. I feel his wolf calling to me but I ignore it as I sob under the bed wanting this week to go fast."Jennifer I'm fucking serious, he fumes, you need me to help ease it",I scoff as I pull off my shirt trying to cool off. This shit hurts. Mate with mate my wolf growls at me. So we can lose a sixth pup no thanks I growl back."Let me help Jen, he murmurs as I writhe in pain, I can ease it just let me help",I cry as I hurt bad. Heat is no joke. I vaguely hear doctor Hannah as she injects me with a sedative. The relief as my eyes drift s
Jon povJennifer asked for Mia so I'm doing just that as I rushed to get her."Jennifer asked for Mia", I feel sad. "I can help take you Mia",doctor Hannah moves towards her as I stand there awkwardly. I'm out of place here."Is she okay?",I hear Mia ask softly. Doctor Hannah sighs and looks at me."The fever is really high and she keeps sobbing",Is all the doctor offers. We walk quietly down the hall and I feel like a third wheel."What can we do to help?",Mia asks looking back at me briefly before she faced forward. I know she can't stand me I fucked her mate and he fucked me. I loved being with him. "She should be fine, I hear the doctor mumble, she needs rest, a shoulder to cry on and therapy in my opinion ",I really fucked up with her. Jennifer would rather lean on another then lean on me. Once at her room I opened the door for them and watched Mia put on a fake smile as she walked in. "Jennifer, I hear her say softly, I'm here",my mate opens her eyes and tears fall as she look
Derek povMia is finally home and she hasn't made her recovery an easy one. She lets me help her but other than that I'm ignored. My dad visits almost daily and he ordered us both to spend every moment with each other. I have no issue but Mia takes digs at me a lot. Butt buddy, ass taker and taking it up the tail pipe is her favorite names for me. I don't say anything back but I do leave the room. My dad says I deserve it but it hurts my feelings. Today he showed up and I locked myself in the bathroom saying I had to shit. "Derek are you still shitting?",I sigh from the floor."Yes dad I will be out soon",I fart a few times and he sighs. I've been avoiding everyone."I brought food for you both",he walks away and I stand up. I use the toilet and spray the fart spray I bought online. It reeks but they believe I shit a lot so I'm good. Heading out dad looks at me before he shakes his head."What?",he sighs."You stink son, he chuckles, really bad",I sigh. Mia looks grossed out and I si