Chapter 30

All I could hear was the loud pitter-patter that the shower made, I closed my eyes as I counted to 10

and wished that all the pain would go away, and that somehow I would maybe wake up and be somewhere else, by myself, and regain my sanity.

 

I didn't want to open my eyes and see him standing there, staring down at me like an object, but I couldn't sit here forever, I slowly opened my tired eyes and saw that he was gone, probaly waiting for me outside.

 

All the blood was nearly gone, washed away. Yet the pain still remained.

 

'Ahh.. fuck,' I groaned in pain as I stood up.

 

I reached for the tap and turned the shower off, grabbing a clean white towel with pretty blue lace and wrapped it around myself.

 

What should I do? Here I am in some strangers bathroom, torn between facing my fears and dealing with James, or hiding in here,

like the poor little broken girl I have become.

 

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