We have a wonderful time at the beach. As always. The sun heats up the surface, allowing us to stay a little longer without catching a cold. Loraine turns into a child when she is in the water, she can play for hours in there. What is striking is that she always avoids being held intimately by me. No sex in the water like before, I can't even touch her breasts. She still kisses me lightly, but that's all there is to it for me. This is mentally exhausting me immensely, I long for her like crazy, it's been weeks since I last had intercourse with her. My body is screaming to be satisfied by her, but the attraction seems far from mutual. I know she didn't have sex all the time she was with me in the hospital. When we get out of the water, I wrap my arms around her waist. She does the same to me, resting her head against my shoulder. “Honey, I long for you. My body craves you. Let me make love to you," I whisper in her ear. I nibble on her earlobe, let my
She left this house three weeks ago and did not return.I miss her so much. Everywhere in the house I look I see something of her. She left her permanent mark in this household, it is impossible to be here without thinking of her. My princess, holder of my heart.Sometimes I wake up startled in the middle of the night, it's like she's calling me in her soft voice. Then I hear her whisper that everything will be fine, I must be patient. Elena, my lawful wife, asked me last night what exactly is wrong with me, she noticed it when I got up at night to wash my face after such a night with Loraine in my dreams. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, because thinking of Loraine doesn't scare me, quite the contrary.And today I'm back in our penthouse, sitting on the back terrace looking out over the city. Only thing is, I just can't enjoy the view this time, my heart is so heavy. Loraine is with Danner who made it out of the car accident alive, according to the papers he is sufferin
Everything is ready. The wine is ice cold, the lasagna in the oven smells delicious. The flowers in the vases look perky and also the pedals on the floor and bed seem to be waiting for her arrival. I dressed completely in black, I know this style suits me very well. From the terrace I look into the long street where she should appear. And I am not disappointed. I already recognize her car on the distant highway, when she turns into the street the shutters of car lamps open straight, a sign that she is driving with full bright light. My smile leads her down the street to our garage, which she opens with the remote. My heart is pounding like crazy, I've been waiting for this evening for weeks. I know she feels obligated to take care of Danner, so I'm not arguing with her about that. But I also want her attention, her love, her body. I long to tell her how much I love her and then feel her heart beating against me as she returns my love. The
LoraineI reach for Dordrich to find that the bed on his side is empty. How disappointing, I had thought I'd snuggle up against him a bit more this morning. I do some stretching exercises and get out of bed to take a bath. When I return to the room after an hour, I am fully dressed in casual shorts, with a halter neck sweater.My stomach is growling like crazy, time to do something about it.To my surprise, I see an extensive breakfast on the dining table next to a note. A smile comes over my face, the powerful media mogul has brought himself to prepare a full meal for a woman. How lucky am I!I see everything I love for my breakfast. Boiled egg, bacon with scrambled egg, cheese, sausages, cucumbers, tomato, lettuce and pancakes. Dordrich really took his time to make sure my day starts safe and sound.I take the note and immediately recognize his graceful but masculine handwriting. ‘Think of me and know that I love you, my lady. Meet me aga
In the arms of my friend Aziel, I walk back to his office. We have much to discuss.“Loraine, Mr. Fellogan signed the agreement of cooperation with us. He gives us full control of the mall, we just have to report to him personally about the projects we are carrying out and the progress. A meeting of the staff once every six months is his most important condition. We don't even have to ask for permission in advance for executing projects.”So, Dordrich keeps his promises. great. That's what I value most in all the relationships I maintain, business and social. I love him even more for this.“And how is our China contract going? Were we able to deliver? I want to keep and expand this relationship,” I tell him. Aziel is quite pleased with himself. “Well, Mr. Cheng has sent you a personal letter with his opinion on the progress. It's on your desk,” he lets me know. “We even delivered early, and the quality of our software was above expectations. I think Mr. Cheng undere
I walk with Aziel to the company canteen, hungry as hell.He pre-ordered my food as usual. With his arm around my waist, he helps me sit and takes the seat next to me. The waitress who saw us arrived hurriedly to serve us right away. “Miss Windrug, welcome back. And get well soon to Mr. Winfield,” she says politely. I nod in approval and give her a grateful smile.Aziel begins his meal lost in thought. “Hey, wait until I've left to think about work again. Am I so uninterested?", I scold him and put on an insulting face. He takes out his hand to caress my face. Surprisingly, he suddenly touches me again today after so long. I suspect now that Danner is sidetracked, he dares to approach me again. “Who is the man you are in love with? I so hoped it would be me! Now I have to wait for you again for years till you’re over this fling”, he sighs. I look up in shock, scanning his face whether he's joking or serious. “Aziel?”, I ask him. His eyes remain on his plate. “Just kidd
More and more intimate photos of Loraine and Dordrich spread across the table. My PI has delivered a thick envelope and every photo that comes out makes my blood boil even more. I take a double whiskey from the cupboard and add some blocks of ice. Good enough to calm down.I look out the window of the penthouse.I arrived here last night, a new plan to get Loraine back to our residence, bombard her with memories of our good times spent here. But yesterday she was missing and also this morning the staff of the hospital did not find her in the rented apartment. And now I get these pictures of where she was and with whom.I walk to the couch and now check them one by one.In Dordrich's arms on the terrace of the penthouse, dining in love, kissing heavenly in a restaurant parking lot and with Dordrich strangled between her legs on a lounger on the secluded beach. This last one is especially maddening.But there are also some with Aziel, that idiot at her workplace
LoraineAfter my conversation with Danner, I drive to my own house. He's expecting me in his penthouse, but I've already decided for myself not to set foot there again. No one, not even Danner, kicks me out of the house and then calls me back. Danner is an adult, and the way he threw me out his door a few weeks ago still hurts. He should have handled our breakup differently. I own a number of houses myself, so to be treated that way by a third party is most humiliating.And besides, Alyssa's words continue to haunt my head. This journalist is quite a leech but is rarely wrong. Her investigative skills are rock solid, and she never shares information without being sure. If Danner indeed faked his amnesia, what does he want to achieve with that? Does he want to mend our relationship that way and is calling me back to the penthouse one of his tricks? I now have to pay close attention to what he says and does, falsehood betrays itself in the long run, it is impossible to