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Surprise, surprise
It's Wednesday today and I feel still as awful and drained as I did on Monday. Viktor insists I should see a doctor, but I utterly hate the stink of hospital and sterilisation, so in front of him I try to play healthy and alright but actually I feel like I want to dig a deep hole and lie inside it.
I go to school and Lucy keeps asking what's wrong with me. Telling her my symptoms she suggests I should go see a doctor too. And when I refuse, she complains about how reckless I am with my health. She suggested I might got some disease since I got stung by something on our trip to the Bahamas, but then she checks on the internet and my symptoms don't match the symptoms of Malaria or other diseases. I have no high fever, skin problems or swollen lymphs.
In the end, my annoying best friend convinces me to at least visit the school nurse and here I am now during lunch break.
"What's the matter, lovely?" the ageing nurse b
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