“I knew if I didn’t come to you, you would never come to me. So here I am, tell me what you want.” My mother says sitting on my sofa. She’s been sitting there for the past three hours. She just showed up at my door unannounced. I had a client so she had to wait for me to finish with her hair first.
I thought she’d leave when she realized I was busy but no. she waited it out. She didn’t say a word until now. I know why she’s here and I’m already dreading the conversation. I stand at the front door unable to sit down.
I’ve been standing there since my client left. I don’t trust myself to relax when my mother is here.
“I don’t want anything from you.” I say and she looks at me shocked. But it’s true, she made sure that I never want or need anything from her. Instead she’s the one always demanding things from me. That’s why she’s here right?
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“I’m glad you decided to come with me.” I say smiling at her. She’s walking toward me, her bag in one hand her phone in the other. I was surprised when she texted letting me know she’s like to come with me this weekend. I was sure she wasn’t interested. I open my car trunk and take the bag from her.She’s looking at me unsure; I knew this wouldn’t be easy for her so I came prepared. I know she might change her mind and I’d have to go alone but I’m hopeful.“I’m still not sure this is a good idea.” She says looking back at her apartment building like she’s wants to run back home. I close the trunk and stand next to her; I give her a moment to think this over. I don’t want to rush her into anything.I take a deep breath and stay calm and wait for her to decide if she wants to change her mind or not. I cross my fingers praying she doesn’t. I already told my parents
“Adira, wake up. We’re here.” Simon says touching my waking me up. I open my eyes and realize the car is not moving anymore. When did I fall asleep? I remember us leaving the rest stop and then from there I’m blank. I suspect it the food we had, it was too good. The lull of the car was the perfect lullaby for me.I know I need to stop falling asleep around this man, he’s going to think I do it on purpose. This is the second time I’ve knocked out around him. But again that was the best sleep I’ve had in a week. I’m beginning to think the quality of sleep has more to do with him being around than it does to do with where I’m sleeping.“I’m such a terrible travel mate.” I say looking at him. “I would says I’m sorry I fell asleep but I’m kind of not.” I say and he smiles. He looks so tired right now, maybe if I hadn’t fallen asleep in the last leg of our trip I would have
“You parents are very into each other.” Adira says as we walk out of m parent’s house and head down my street. I want to take her on a night walk in my neighborhood. I used to take night walks all the time when I lived at home. I find the night air relaxing, especially if I’m going to sleep right after my walk.And our neighborhood is very beautiful at night; most people are in their houses at this hour. So we can walk casually in the middle of the streets with no cars driving up and down.“Yeah, they act like newlyweds. I doubt they’ll ever stop.” I say smiling; my parents are obsessed with each other. They are as touchy feely today as they were when I was old enough to understand. I tease them all the time about how much they kiss and hug each other.“It’s so beautiful to see.” She says surprising me. That’s not the usual reaction I usually get when people see my parents together. I’ve fou
I have never been kissed like that before My body is still buzzing from the way you touched me…You made me feel delicate, precious and strong at the same time…It makes me want to kiss you for the rest of my life.(I know that’s not possible.)But I know I would be happy…-Adira I read the text Adira sent me last night for the 100th time this morning. I can’t stop smiling at the words she wrote. I feel the same way she does, that kiss was different. I could feel her let me in, she wasn’t holding back and it felt amazing.I woke up happy this morning, last night was magical. Everything was different, the way we touched each other, he way we kissed. I can tell we moved forward in big way.I can only imagine what it would feel like if she let go of all her fear and let hers
The breeze makes Adira’s hair fly around her, she smiles at me through the lens taking my breath away. I snap a few pictures of her beautiful face. I’ve wanted to take pictures of her from the moment I saw her. I wanted to capture her beauty and keep it forever. The ocean behind her makes her look majestic; she looks like she belongs here. The waves sloshing behind her give the pictures a depth that is incredible. I want to touch her and bring the same beauty I feel around her to me. But at the same time I don’t want to ruin the moment. Now that I’m here doing just that I’m lost for words, this girl is beautiful. She has the kind of beauty no one can deny. She doesn’t have to try hard; her smile alone is life changing. She looks even more beautiful when she’s frustrated. She been like this from the time I took my camera out and started taking pictures of her. She complained she looks too plain, and then she complained she looks too ugly and now she’s
“You look beautiful tonight.” Simon says intertwining my fingers with his. The warmth of his hand seeps through my body a nice contrast to the cool night air. I breathe slowly, enjoying the atmosphere. We walk up from the parking to a gate in the far distance. I breathe in the evening air, smiling at how happy I’ve been this whole weekend. We had so much fun at the beach, once I got over my awkwardness I started to enjoy Simon taking pictures of me. He made me feel so special. I’ve never gotten so much attention from one human being. It feels good to be catered to, adored and taken care of. Thank you.” I say feeling my face get warm. I smile looking up at him, I feel like the most beautiful woman in the world next to him. “Thank you for bringing me here.” I say and he smiles at me like he won the lottery. Tonight we’re back in Simon’s world he’s taking me to the town’s art walk. The mayor hosts a street art exhibition once a month in the city cen
“How have you been man?” Charlie asks Simon from across a dinner table. He insisted we have dinner with him after he ran into us at the art walk. He claimed Simon owes him a meal after he ghosted him for their entire high school life.He’s been badgering Simon with stories about their childhood since we sat down. He’s not even giving Simon a moment to talk. This whole conversation is weird and intense. I can tell they are not as friendly as they one would think.Apparently these two stopped being friends out of the blue. Charlie believes Simon turned his back on him when he found new friends and got popular in school. I don’t know what happened but I do know I don’t like Charlie at all; he has an air about him that makes me uncomfortable. He keeps looking at me with so much interest, he doesn’t care that Simon is sitting right next to me. He’s being creepy and I don’t like it.I’ve met so many men
“Thank you for meeting me.” I say smiling at my Adira. She nods but she doesn’t smile back. “I appreciate you giving me this opportunity to talk to you. I know I don’t deserve your consideration after what I did.” I say and she looks at me her face devoid of any reaction.“I didn’t want to show up but your mother made me do it so…” Adira says annoyed but she’s trying to mask it. I nod looking at her apologetically but I don’t mean that shit. I’m just doing it because my mother said I have to do it. She is forcing me to beg Adira to take me back in. And I’m doing it because I hate living with Phil. If it wasn’t for that I would have told Adira to go and die.“Thank you for being so understanding.” I say and she nods. “I just want to start by saying I’m sorry for the way I‘ve been treating you. You opened yo