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ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty: Memories
LISAMy phone pinged with an incoming call and I tensed, dread washing over me. It’s been a couple of days since it happened with Axel, five days to be precise and I've spent every second of the five days remembering every little detail of the sex, except that wasn't sex, it was hard brutal fucking at its finest. The memories of Axel’s hands, his thrusts and fingers, and his tongue were still doing a good job of tethering me over the edge even though he wasn't physically present. I've never really explored what I loved or wanted in the bedroom, with Ben, the only guy I've ever been with, it has always been sweet sensual, and slow lovemaking, he had never really taken it hard on me because he didn't want to treat me like a slut while we made love, he never even whispered dirty words to me except sweet words and he always holds me as if I was a fragile breakable thing, he treated me with reverent in the bedroom even more than he did outside because he didn't want to hurt me or break me
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-One: Sisters
LISAI swallowed as the man entered the cafe and I nearly ducked to hide myself before it dawned on me how ridiculous that would have been.Why was I hiding? I mean, why would I hide? It's not like I did anything wrong. And he probably doesn't even know, he probably wouldn't recognize me even though I've spent every few minutes of my adult life reading about his achievements and accolades.But come to think about it, he might actually just know me. His relationship was Axel was well known all over the underground and if there was someone Axel would have asked to dig up on me the first time he met me, it'd have been him so maybe he actually knows me.The guy I was almost fidgeting about didn't even as much glance in our direction, he walked over to the counter to place his orders and he busied himself with pressing his phone while they get his orders ready. “Is he someone you know?” Tricia’s voice jolted me out of my reverie and I jerked back to look at her. She was looking at me, ey
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Two: More Desires
AXELThere was exhilaration and then, there was deep seethed tiredness that ravaged my entire bones and body.I've spent the last couple of days torturing people, killing the Russian men, and fighting to gain back control of what those fuckers dared to steal from us which wasn't so much of a fight anyway. Those fuckers should have seen it coming when they decided to attack our cargo. But I was back at home now and the girl that I've not been able to push to the back of my mind had resurfaced at the forefront again.I've missed her, not her exactly but I've missed fucking her which was a catharsis for disaster. It was supposed to be a one-time thing, the sex I mean, I was supposed to fuck her out of my mind. I thought once would be more than enough to purge her out of my system but I was wrong, so so completely wrong. I still wanted her, even more than before. Not that I've gotten a taste of her, but I don't think I was ready to let go of her anytime soon.And that was so fucked up o
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Three: All In
LISAI followed Tana to this party because of just one thing.To get as distracted as possible. I came here to dance away and rid myself of all thoughts of Axel because these past few days, all I've been doing was thinking about him. We've spent a couple of days working on the third part of our assignment and it had taken all my willpower not to give in to the fire burning between us. And he wasn't making it easy, not when he keeps making innuendos about that one time we slept together, throwing my reactions and how fast I came multiple times to my face. I couldn’t even step up to the challenge because stepping up would mean combusting and combusting would mean sleeping together.I don't want to sleep with him ever again. I want to sleep with him again. Badly. And before I did something stupid like stepping up to his challenge when I knew there was only one outcome, I was here to get laid by another guy because they seemed like the only way I could purge myself of this madness.And
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Four: Playing With Fire
LISAMy jaws slacken as I stared at the guy leaning against the wall and looking as unruly and unbothered as shock glued me to the entrance of the bathroom."What are you doing here?" I asked him, taking in his expression. His eyes, as usual, were dark and unreadable but there was also something different about them.He looked slightly angry? "What do you think?""Well, I don't know," I nearly threw my hands up in exasperation, "you're the one who barged in here and..." my eyes narrowed in suspicion, "where's the guy I left in here?""I threw him out.""What?""Exactly what you heard, I threw him up.""Because he's some object that you can just throw away.""Well, he left on his own accords.""Obviously," my voice dripped with sarcasm, "what did you tell him?""That I was your partner and you were only to get a rise out of me after we argued by playing around with him.""What?" I felt fury lap at my core, "are you insane? What... What right do you think you have to tell him off?"I w
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Five: Here Goes Nothing
AXELThere were thousands of perks to moments of insanity.Sleeping with Lisa once was one of them.Sleeping with her again was another perk.Wanting to sleep with her, again and again, was the greatest perk.I thought fucking her once was going to rid me of my irrational obsession with her but I was so wrong, so so wrong, I wanted her more than ever. I wanted her every night and I wanted to fuck her in all holes. God! I was so fucking obsessed with her. I've always prided myself on being a very rational person but when it comes to Lisa, all my rationale would fly out of the window and I'd be left with only one insatiable need. To bury myself deep inside her. To make her scream and beg.To have her shatter beneath me.Fuck! I was so fucking hard again for the fucking 10th time today and it was barely evening.Geez. What has Lisa done to me?"Are you even listening at all?" my stepbrother, Roman's voice cut through my reverie and his stiff, bored voice deflated my boner.Yeah, Roman
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Six: Lethal Idea
AXELLisa picked up at the fifth and I wouldn’t even be surprised if she was staring at her phone’s screen and watching it ring.When she finally picked up, she didn't say anything except for her soft breathing that I could hear from the other side of the phone.“Hey.”“What do you want?” her voice sounded just as hostile as I was expecting and it made me chuckle. She was so predictable it was endearing. “You weren't this hostile two nights ago,” I pointed out and I could imagine her snarling at her phone.“Are you going to say why you called or do you want me to hang up?”“Where are you?”“Why do you care?”“I don't care, Red, you should know that by now.”She dragged a very long and loud hiss, “then I see no point then, I’m hanging up...”“I need to tell you something about our assignment.”There was silence for a while and I could picture her biting down on her plump lower lip, trying to weigh her options. I knew she didn't want to see me, that she has been trying her possible bes
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Seven: Playing His Games
LISAWas it a very risky and impulsive decision to get into this kind of deal with Axel? Yes, of course, it was.It has to be the most reckless and impulsive thing I've ever done. I knew I wasn't supposed to get into a plan like that with Axel but I couldn't help it, not like I was so addicted to his body and how he makes my body tremble.It was just sex, just physical attraction and as he said, the only logical way out of our situation was to fuck it out of our systems. As long as we're being careful and we don't get caught, then we should be good.And I was well protected from falling in love with him, the idea of falling in love with him was even so ridiculous as it was inconceivable so that was already out of the equation.“Hi,” a masculine voice interrupted me and I looked up from my phone to see a cute-looking nerd boy with huge glasses smiling at me. I've seen him around in class a couple of times but we've never even had a conversation so I wonder why he was here smiling at me
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