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Chapter Thirty
When I got up, the sun was shining brightly than any other day. It was different, or maybe because I just knew that it is. I smiled as a sat down on the wooden floor of my apartment as the sun bathes the room with hues of yellow and mustard. I hugged my knees as I stare at my white dress, and beside it was my graduation robe and cap.
My lips stretched in a triumphant smile—finally, I was graduating.
It didn’t even sink in when we did our graduation photos. Back then, it still felt like I was floating in Cloud 9, or I must just be dreaming. Graduating… wow… I really thought I wouldn’t even make it, but here I was.
Needless to say, I overcame it all—stronger and braver.
People might say the hurdles I went through were just probably nothing compared to their obstacles—they could be right, but nevertheless, it doesn’t change the fact that I finally had a reason for me to be proud of myself.
Days after o
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