CHAPTER 3

Even being in panic because Lucas was about to enter, my body was still out of control, I couldn't get control completely, it's as if it had a life of its own and didn't want to listen to me, and if that wasn't enough, the excitement is spreading even more all over my body longing for it to not stop

—I'm coming out now! —I shouted as I saw the door handle move —It's just cramps!

Just as I said the last thing I felt my legs fail me and my body began to convulse and my mind was in shock along with my racing heart, massaging my breasts and smiling as he nibbled on my neck.

—I'll tell my parents we'll leave early if you want. Dad left without saying anything so.....

—It's ok.

My body couldn't take it anymore, I didn't see it coming, I was in shock, so much that I had even forgotten what I planned to do when I was with Lucas' family, instead I ended up having sex with his father in the men's restrooms, yes, I was so clueless that I didn't realize I was in the wrong restrooms "and how the fuck would I know what the sign outside said, at least they would have put figures like the ones in any normal restroom."

When I got out of the car my legs were shaking like two jellies, Lucas helped me to hold myself up but I pushed him aside and he looked at me confused and asked me if I had done something wrong, "stupid comment or question in my opinion".

—Mey... you are the only girl I really love, my life... I could never imagine it without you.

I can't believe he's telling me this after what he did to me, how he has the nerve to tell me I'm the only girl when he's fucking my "best friend."

—Lucas... I want to ask you a question —he smiles and asks me to continue— What do you think about my best friend?

"Why the hell would I ask her that?"

—She's cute, but not as cute as you —I fake a smile at his comment —A girl like anyone else is, she has nothing original, she's nice, but she's not someone to have a relationship like ours. My father said he was lucky to have you, he likes you.

"Sure, after fucking me in the toilets, saying that to his son without chutzpah. Woow...that guy has severe problems."

—Have you ever cheated on me?

The change in his gesture was so noticeable that he realized I noticed it, he immediately smiles stupidly and says he would never do something like that to me, for that reason he is waiting for my ideal moment, when I am ready to give myself to him.

I don't know what I was thinking believing he would have the guts to tell me the truth so I told him that I didn't have to pretend anymore and of course Lucas pretended not to understand what I was telling him, and I exploded.

—At least have some manhood to tell me the truth. —I gave him his jacket not to say I threw it on the floor —I know very well that you and Erika have sex behind my back.

His pale face only made me laugh at myself because I lost years of my relationship for an asshole who got carried away by someone who opened his legs easily, I am naive but not stupid and I will not continue with this relationship.

—You're right, I wanted to wait for our first time to be epic, but... wooa.. seriously you made our epic... it's over."

—Are you leaving me? —he said in an annoyed tone.

—Obviously stupid, I'm leaving you. What? Did you think I would be stupid enough to forgive you for cheating on me?

I didn't want to continue with this conversation but Lucas... didn't take this decision so well because he started yelling at me.

—You are nothing without me. You can't leave me or you'll regret it. —I was being a complete jerk. —I'm... sorry. It's just... I made a mistake and I'm so sorry... I love you more than you know... and you want to leave me because of that tiny mistake.

—I had sex with someone last night.

"It can't be... his face... his expression is fantastic."

—What? You cheated on me? —You cheated on me.

—Are you really offended when you were also with Erika last night fucking her under my nose? If you want, I can give you a little description of what I saw.

—What do you want me to tell you? I'm a man and I need to satisfy myself... —Lucas remains silent when he sees that I'm more than furious... —Mey...

—You're an idiot.

I closed the door in his face and went up to my room where I stayed in silence curled up while I think about what I was feeling now, I was upset and hurt but at the same time, I feel happy because I finished with both of them.

—Are you crying? —my roommate looks at me curiously —Mey?

—I'm fine.

Lying was the best thing to do, I could only keep this feeling of pain while I think about what is going to happen from now on. I was going to my first class of the day when I saw my ex—boyfriend next to my supposed friend, she looked at me puzzled but I pretended not to have seen them.

I didn't want to talk to them, let alone see them, so I decided to avoid them until I get over my anger "although I doubt that will ever happen".

—Hello mey. —I notice Erika standing in front of me, did she really just talk to me? —I wrote to you last night but....

—Who are you kidding. It would be stupid to ask if Lucas hasn't told you, right? —I wanted to walk away and leave her with the word in her mouth, but of course, she never stands idly by, much less to keep quiet.

—Hey, it's not my fault that your boyfriend is looking for in me what you didn't want to give him because of "respect for your principles". It's your fault and you know it.

—You're right, it's my fault, but for trusting a bitch disguised as a sheep who called herself my friend and at the slightest opportunity, opened her legs to my boyfriend while making fun of me behind my back, what? You think I'm so stupid not to see that you were envious of me because he preferred me and not you?

His expression turned sour and somber.

—Well, yes. It's true. I never understood why Lucas chose a stupid scrawny girl as his girlfriend and not a girl like me who has everything. But look at that in the end... I always got my way because, now that they're over, we can go out, make out... even have sex wherever we want. Oops, sorry... I hurt you, whatever, I don't care anymore.

She tries to walk away leaving my wound open but, I know very well what she wants and she is very wrong if she thinks this will stay like this.

—Enjoy the garbage I threw away because even if he wallows with you, he will keep looking for me, but one thing I swear... "friend". And that is that both of you are going to regret betraying me.

I heard Erika calling me angry but I still ignored her and during the whole day, I was avoiding them. I had overstayed my welcome at the library and when I came out I almost had a heart attack when Lucas stood in front of me.

—I'm sorry... I didn't mean to scare you.

—Shit, Lucas. What the hell are you doing here? I wasn't clear when I told you to stay away from me.

—I need to know who you did it with last night, I deserve that at least since you promised me you'd give me your virginity.

"It's enserió that you're telling me this stupidity!"

—Leave me alone.

Lucas grabs my shoulders in annoyance and demands me to tell him who it was, he wouldn't listen to me and started calling me a bitch and suddenly my hand burst on his cheek with such a powerful force that my hand figured on his face.