Bella
" Brown 's court hearing is in a few days time " said Conan his arms folded in front as he watched the information displayed on the computer screen " if we are lucky the case will be thrown off the court and we will be able to get our hands on him , but we gotta be really careful because he doesn't look like someone who wouldn't be careful enough and there is also the matter of families that are going to attend the courthouse , if he gets away from the charges , the families will most probably try to riot . And if he isn't released from the court, there is no way to get our hands on him no matter how much money we are prepared to throw out - at least not for a very long time "Seth's mouth twisted in a ugly grimace " well we can only hope that Jess is as good as she claims to be . Or we will never zero in on our dear stalker "
" fine " Jacob said with a scowl that showed his unhappiness clear as a day , it was clear that he didn't like it at all but ev
BellaI could just bet they did . Even though those sponsors wouldn't want to save Brown's perverted ass , but they wouldn't want Brown to be caught in a serious criminal case and draw attention to them either ." I'm just a small editor in this press . I don't have a five figure in my bank account , it takes a month before I can actually accumulate three figures in my account . I don't have the power nor the money to fight legally against either him or his sponsors - I just wanted to make sure that he wouldn't hurt me . He hasn't , so I pulled my complaint back "" but don't you live in fear every day ? That one day he will come back " I could understand it very well as I too was living in the same fear , even though I didn't overreact over getting kidnapped and almost getting hurt , Somewhere deep in my heart , I lived with a fear that - that stalker might come back to physically assault me again." I do. Brown is sick in the mind , he i
Jacob“ So its you “ said Dante looking down at Bella who was standing beside me “ you are one for who this brat is losing his mind for? Do you know that because of you he nearly offended someone he should have never offended ?”Bella cocked her head “ I could almost believe you care about him “Dante ‘s eyes widened and reared back “ of course I care about him ! He is my son ““ Really ? You do ? So why didn’t you help him take care of his sick mother ? Where were you when your wife completely forgot about his existence and made him a ghost of you ? What have you done for him except pushing him away? Did you ever made him feel safe ? Happy ? At his own home ? I will tell you what you have done - you have done nothing !”I watched as my father ‘s nostrils flared and an impatient look flashed in his eyes , I knew that Dante Knight didn’t like it when someone ques
Bella“ what do you mean by that ?” He asked , his mystification was palpable and I knew that he didn’t understand what I was trying to say , in fact I didn’t understand it myself . I should be happy , really happy that Jacob wanted to stay close to me , this was what I wanted but I wasn’t happy , I was upset and angry at something , someone all time and Jacob - he was the only one person whom I can find a place to lash out , it was wrong of me to that but this sudden rage in my body that I have been suppressing inside me ever since my mum returned home , ever since my aunt started dropping subtle hints that I wasn’t as good as Lily for Jacob .I had no way to let out that rage , and The realisation that Jacob was trying to control my life against my will . Sneakily , doing his manipulative shit on me - It was the last straw , my fuse that had been whistling and crackling under the lack of sugar and carbs finally blew up .
Bella “ where have you been ?” This is the first thing that my mum have to say to me the second I push open the door to my house . It wasn’t that she didn’t know where I was - she just wanted me to say it. “ You already know it mum “ I told her as I walk past her “ And don’t tell me that I’m living in a sin , there is no point in saying that and its too late for that as well “ I don’t want to discuss my s*x life with my mum but she was getting on my nerves and why in the world was this room swirling around ? It seems to be spinning around . “ Bella , you can’t - I didn’t raise you like this !” She snapped rushing after me , I clutched on the stair banister , as nausea struck me like a crushing wave . “ woah , are you okay ?” Chris who was coming down the stairs took one look of my face and held me up as my knees gave out . I swallowed hard trying to suppress the acid and nausea that was churning in my stomach and tryi
Jacob“ Jacob “ Selina and Ron yelled from the waiting room , apparently Bella did code in the ambulance while they were bringing her here but the medics managed to bring her back just in time . My brain had stopped functioning the second I heard Selina say that Bella had coded on her way to the hospital , and it was only because of Seth and Conan’s dual efforts that they were able to bring me back before I slip out of my sanity .I marched over to them , like a man on a mission “ where is she ?”I needed to see Bella , touch her , feel her - kiss her. I needed to know that she was alright , she was going to be okay - she had to be okay because she couldn’t die . I loved her and I needed her , even more than that I thought I did . And I only realised it when she was this close to slipping out of my grasp , I have always been afraid of needing people in my life , and Bella was the only exception that I let ins
" Jacob calm down " said Conan before taking slow steps towards me , as if he conscious that I was literally on the verge of either collapsing the fuck down or throttle Bella 's mother " Don't do anything you might regret calm down . I know you are suffering and it's really hard but you need to step back "No , I didn't have to do that at all . It was so easy for this woman to decide ' what's good ' for Bella without asking her first , without letting us know first - maybe it was high time for me to send her in a psychiatrist ward without letting her know about it too because apparently that's what good for her isn't it ?" Jake " drawled ConanHarming someone in the of ' its for the best ' was exactly what Ms Hamilton was good at wasn't she ? Now why don't I do what's good for her and take her to a psychiatrist , letting the entire world know how this classy , good looking woman was nothing but a mental patient . That would kill her alright ? Maybe
Jacob“ Young man you have no idea what you are talking about “ said Franklin his eyes narrowed dangerously “ don’t even try to talk about matters that you might not even have an inkling about or you might find yourself to very indeed sorry in the future ““ You are threatening me ?”Chris asked , pointing to himself “ you are actually threatening me old man ?”“ I’m not threatening you “ said Franklin as if he was stating nothing but valid understandable facts “ I’m telling you the truth , you have no idea what my daughter is going through - and you have no right to say anything -““ He doesn’t have the right but I do right ?” Cutting him off I asked “ I have the right to know why despite knowing that Helena is nothing more than a selfish child who cares nothing about anyone else but herself - who only saw to her own needs “ I paused try
Jacob“ Is he ?” asked Dante straightening his shoulders , his expression hardening “ if so why did you use him to calm your daughter down ? As her claimed son and your grandson , you should have never asked Jacob to do what you asked him to do , you would have never lied to me saying that you were introducing some one else with their consent to act as your daughter’s suppressants and help her calm down when the truth was that you were pushing my son ! To do this dirty job you bastard ! “ roared Dante before punching Franklin in the face which was already bleeding pretty badly because of all the punches that I have thrown in his face .“ You messed with my wife , I didn’t say a thing because I couldn’t do anything then but you actually dared to stretch your dirty perverted claws to my son - what did you think that I would never find about it huh ?” Dante punched Franklin again so hard that the latter