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Chapter 108
Bella
“ what do you mean by that ?” He asked , his mystification was palpable and I knew that he didn’t understand what I was trying to say , in fact I didn’t understand it myself . I should be happy , really happy that Jacob wanted to stay close to me , this was what I wanted but I wasn’t happy , I was upset and angry at something , someone all time and Jacob - he was the only one person whom I can find a place to lash out , it was wrong of me to that but this sudden rage in my body that I have been suppressing inside me ever since my mum returned home , ever since my aunt started dropping subtle hints that I wasn’t as good as Lily for Jacob .I had no way to let out that rage , and The realisation that Jacob was trying to control my life against my will . Sneakily , doing his manipulative shit on me - It was the last straw , my fuse that had been whistling and crackling under the lack of sugar and carbs finally blew up .
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Bella “ where have you been ?” This is the first thing that my mum have to say to me the second I push open the door to my house . It wasn’t that she didn’t know where I was - she just wanted me to say it. “ You already know it mum “ I told her as I walk past her “ And don’t tell me that I’m living in a sin , there is no point in saying that and its too late for that as well “ I don’t want to discuss my s*x life with my mum but she was getting on my nerves and why in the world was this room swirling around ? It seems to be spinning around . “ Bella , you can’t - I didn’t raise you like this !” She snapped rushing after me , I clutched on the stair banister , as nausea struck me like a crushing wave . “ woah , are you okay ?” Chris who was coming down the stairs took one look of my face and held me up as my knees gave out . I swallowed hard trying to suppress the acid and nausea that was churning in my stomach and tryi
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Jacob" Its well and good that you confronted him in the hospital " said Dante breaking the silence once the two of us were alone , I didn't say anything I didn't know what to say because I couldn't say anything . There was too much to reel in and as cold and stoic everyone believed me to be , I wasn't that unbothered. I felt things , I had my own emotions and I felt scared and anxious as well ." Her name was Ellie , I called her El for short .She was bubbly and a little ray of sunshine the first time I saw her , it was as if she just shot right through my chest - I didn't even know that I needed someone until I saw her . But the second my eyes locked on her , I knew she was the one " Dante said with a smile , that made his eyes crinkle, I always thought that Dante didn't smile , hell he didn't even feel anything . But turns out , I was wrong , he did feel several things -just for the right person .Aren't you the same ? Taunted my heart .
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A mask was covering her mouth .. the one that was hooked on the machine . Her entire body was covered in bandages at least the part which was free of all the freaking tubes , cords and hospital gown . Seeing her injuries , I might have already lost my mind if it wasn’t already in a turmoil - I wanted to dash out of this room and give Wilkins another round of my pinched but I settled myself with cursing him under my breath .I was feeling so much at the moment , that I didn’t know what exactly I was feeling - there was anger, frustration , guilt but above all I was down right terrified . Her lifeless form , the lifeless way she was lying on the hospital bed that was doing me in .For as long as I have known this girl .. she was always full of zeal and love . She was a spitfire , she was the sweetest and the most smart girl , I have met .I had been so careful , so careful so as to not fall for her but Bella with her wits and quirks not only made m
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