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Chapter 114
Jacob
" Its well and good that you confronted him in the hospital " said Dante breaking the silence once the two of us were alone , I didn't say anything I didn't know what to say because I couldn't say anything . There was too much to reel in and as cold and stoic everyone believed me to be , I wasn't that unbothered. I felt things , I had my own emotions and I felt scared and anxious as well .
" Her name was Ellie , I called her El for short .She was bubbly and a little ray of sunshine the first time I saw her , it was as if she just shot right through my chest - I didn't even know that I needed someone until I saw her . But the second my eyes locked on her , I knew she was the one " Dante said with a smile , that made his eyes crinkle, I always thought that Dante didn't smile , hell he didn't even feel anything . But turns out , I was wrong , he did feel several things -just for the right person .
Aren't you the same ? Taunted my heart .
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