Chapter 95

Bella

I swear I regretted it the moment I said those words , this was my mum , I loved this woman to hell and back and I really didn't want to do anything that might make her upset , but it was getting overwhelming really completely out of my limits , I can't take this anymore - it was stupid to even consider but my mind was getting more and more incline towards accepting the fact that maybe my mum was indeed as toxic as all of my bullies - All my life I had remain silent and accepted whatever shit she threw on my head , she wanted me to be top of my grades - I did , she wanted me to go jogging the first thing in the morning - I did . She wanted to strictly control my diet , my life , my decisions and I gave her the right to do so but maybe that wasn't the right thing to do , I have given so much leverage over my life , that she has started to take it for granted . I wanted to put a stop on this but -

" How can you talk to me like that ?" She said , hurt and agony slas