Chapter 97

Bella 

Kisses rain down and all my fortifications left , leaving me a lot more vulnerable . In the past I found these vulnerabilities scary but right now - it was something more pure and more genuine . 

Jacob nibbled on the curve of my breast and I breathed hard " I want you "

He slipped his hands a little more farther inside my dress and the pad of his thumb brushed against my clit through the fabric " don't worry you will have my fingers and tongue right inside you , just give me a moment "

I hesitated then biting my lips , I looked at him " That's not what I meant … I meant all of you " I felt him freeze for a second before he abruptly looked up to peer down at my face " I want to have S*x with you .. That's what I was trying to say "

Jacob had always pushed me past my comfort limits , he had made me say things that I didn't want to - I never understood why he did that but now I do - if you don't  ask for things than you will