chapter 51

Taylor's fingers pressed down on the ivory keys as " You get down, real low down , you listen to Coltrane, derail your own train" fill up the church . The melodic tune of  If it makes you Happy by Sheryl Crow was her favourite and as a matter of fact it was one of my all time favourite as well . 

Despite the controversy that surrounded it .

To others it was simply a glaring reminder of their faults , their addiction and whatnot but to me it was simply a small reminder that we pay for our own choices , choices that might hurt you despite how good they make you feel .

Just like mine were hurting me , I sighed and closed my eyes when Taylor moved on to the profound lyrics 'If it makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad?' and let the music flow through me like current .

Ignoring the philosophical question the one that had me break down and relive my mistakes , I sang along my cousin who