Night And Day

****** PRESENT *******

{ Lily }

If I had a best friend, I would tell her about this monumental change in my life, but I don't have a best friend.

So, I can't discuss with anyone how weird I feel about finding out that my first boyfriend wasn't as sick and horrible as I thought he was. He didn't betray me like I thought he did.

Don't get me wrong, I don't think all of a sudden that Aiden is a good guy, I know for sure he's not. But he's not as bad as I thought he was either.

That was always the problem with Aiden, he was consistently bad but then he would do one good thing and I would be so charmed by it, I would convince myself he was not-that-bad. And then I would compare him to Damon and I would think Aiden was like an angel compared to him.

I know for a fact that’s why Aiden liked to be around Damon so much back then. People hated Damon so much, they would instantly see Aiden as ‘the good one’.

"You went too far," that's the first thing my mom says when she walks into my a