…Your life with me is my deepest treasure…
Evelyn POV:-
"I would like to ask for your Son Lawrence's hand in marriage for my Daughter Evelyn."
Uncle's eyes widened as I shut my eyes more tightly and let out a silent tear, forcing out a trembling smile to pretend it’s okay.
"You don't have to marry me, Evelyn," Lawrence said. My father's statement surprised everyone.
"Yeah, Evelyn, You are like my daughter. You don't have to. I don't want to force you." I sniffed as I wiped my tears.
"It's alright. I am not that heartless." I stood up and gave a cold look to Adrian who stood there absolutely stunned, staring dead into his eyes with this sentence.
"If I have to swallow my eternal feelings to save you..."
I then looked at Uncle and smiled.
"I'll gladly do it."
My answer shocked everyone in the room. No one expects me to say something like that.
"Evelyn..." Uncle began to say.
"How can I ever thank you," Uncle said wiping his tears.
"I am your daughter. How can I call myself your daughter if I can't do that much for you." I smiled sadly.
Uncle kissed my forehead. I wiped my tears as my Aunt And Mother left the room to get me ready for my marriage to the brother of my childhood love...
I don't know what I have done is right or wrong but, I know for sure that I couldn't let my father beg me and my uncle to die like that.
As for my feelings, Adrian already broke them. I don't think mine and Lawrence's marriage might work but, there's nothing I can do about it.
I shiver at the thought.
"Sister in the law of my lifetime love"
My heart began to beat at an abnormal pace as I lost myself. I accepted my defeat against those cruel and merciless games of fate. I lost.
With crushed dreams and a heavy heart, I agreed to marry the elder brother of the person who stole my heart years ago...
Adrian POV:-
"If I have to swallow my eternal feelings just to save you”
‘Please, No. I beg you, Evelyn. Take your words back. Please.’
“I'll gladly do it," Evelyn said.
When I heard those words, I felt like an arrow had pierced my heart. Like I am crumbling slowly. My mind went blank.
I couldn't comprehend what's happening around me. I never liked Evelyn so what is this feeling of heartbreak?
I can’t even stand in the room, so I walked out, ignoring the weird looks everyone gave me.
I know Evelyn loves me, Evelyn knows she loves me.
‘Then how come she could marry my brother!?’
And now she is soon to be the bride of my brother. How awkward this situation could get. I just know that it's my fault.
If I accepted her feelings at that time, this wouldn't happen. But I couldn't accept her feelings, she was like a family to me and I seriously don't think that my father would allow me to date the daughter of his dearest brother.
And to be honest, I never thought about her from that perspective until she confessed.
“Dammit!”
And everything was blank after she confessed, from my feelings to thoughts, all of them changed.
Keeping these thoughts in my mind, I reject her. I neglected her feelings and broke her heart miserably-even though I don't want to.
“You can’t do this…” I whispered, shutting my eyes.
Ever since I broke her heart I felt guilty about it. I began to feel things about her I wasn't supposed to feel.
But now, there is nothing between us and she is nothing but my Sister-In-Law.
Even if my heart stabs to say that but it's all my fault and I vow to myself I would never think about my future Sister-In-Law like that.
....I ruined everything just by my stupidity...
Lawrence POV:-
I was stiff when Evelyn agreed to marry me. Why is she destroying her life just to save our lost respect?
“This has to be a sick joke.” I scowled, kicking the table, breaking its mirror when me and Father were left alone.
“Goddammit!” I cursed, kicking it again until it shattered, losing my mind in utter rage.
I felt like I was responsible for what happened. I have devastated not one but two lives. I can see that Evelyn doesn't even want to marry me yet still she agreed just for us.
“Are you happy now?” I growled at my Father who looked down in shame, loosening my tie, cursing under my breath.
“Brother, calm down.” Adrian also entered, trying to soothe me.
“Breaking things won’t help you.” He whispered, motioning to me to calm down.
“How could this happen, Adrian? I agreed to marry Emerald, I was ready to do everything but what is Evenlyn’s fault in this? What does she have to do with my trouble?” I asked, tone softening.
Hating myself for ruining her life.
Evelyn is truly something. I am sure her heart is made of gold. She is such a selfless girl.
“She is an embodiment of a kind-hearted person. She didn't even think about her and agreed for marriage.” I whispered, holding my head.
“So you will truly marry her? Isn’t there any other option?” He asked vaguely.
“If you have done, then tell me as well.” I replied in the same tone.
I was lost in my thoughts as my father called, "Lawrence, I need to talk to you alone and Adrian, tell the guests the marriage will continue soon."
Adrian stood still. He must be shocked as we all are.
"Adrian?" Father called him again.
"Yeah?" He said in a vague tone. What happened to him now? Even I am not that lost.
"Tell the guest marriage will continue soon and apologize for the delay," Father instructed him as he nodded and left.
“Lawrence.” Father motioned me to come closer, I came closer and bent on my knees and held father's hand.
“Yes, Father?” I asked in a calm tone. Even though I want to say a lot of things to him that it's his fault this all happened but I didn't.
"Lawrence, I am sorry son. I shouldn't have arranged you in marriage. It's all my fault. You have all the right to be furious.” He said, guilt-ridden.
“None of it matters now.” I sighed, lowering my head.
“I ruined not only yours but also Evelyn's life." Father said with his head down in shame. I wanted to comfort my father but I couldn't, I just couldn't think of any words for his comfort. What he is saying is true.
"I am sorry, Son.." Father said once again. My grip tightened on his hand as I passed him a reassuring smile.
"It's alright, Father. I just want you to be with us. Never leave us, We are nothing without you." I kissed my father's hand.
“If that’s what you want, I will do it for you.” I said sincerely.
He petrified me. The thought of losing him frightened me without any extent and today I felt like my whole being stopped when he had that anxiety attack.
Father put his other hand over mine and began to say,
"Listen, Lawrence, I know both of you don't like each other. I know she is nothing but family to you. But now, After your marriage, she is your everything. You have to take care of her and respect her feelings.” He advises what I already know.
“Give her some space and time. I am sure your marriage will work. But remember one thing carefully, She is your Responsibility. Protecting her, Caring her, Loving her, Helping her, Respecting her and all those things; you'll have to do it. Okay, Son?"
"I promise father, I'll take great care of Evelyn and will try my best to be a good husband, to provide her with happiness." I passed a faint smile to Father and stood up.
‘Even though you don't want to be my wife but I promise I'll fulfill my every duty as your husband and ensure you won’t regret marrying me.
…I am burning endlessly in my misery. You threw me into that dark abyss so mercilessly. And this is caused by nothing but the fire of my love....Evelyn POV:-I look at my reflection in the mirror and in that reflection there's anything but me. An aristocratic woman with a cold heart torn into pieces stood there. A void girl with exhaust feelings. “Am I doing the right thing?” I whispered under my breath. What am I feeling right now is beyond anyone's understanding- even mine. I don't know what I am thinking or what I should be thinking. I just know that I saved lives by destroying my own. From outside, I looked like an exquisite lady with graceful and ravishing looks. But from inside, I feel like my fragmented heart is in a desolate place all alone in despair with no one to save it.I closed my eyes for a brief moment to escape from my world and remembered the anguish I felt in all those years because of him.***I was 8 years old and was sitting in the hall and mother said, "Eve
…Even though our time together was brief. Even though your fingers intertwined with mine for a brief moment. But, it was the most everlasting moment of my life...Evelyn POV:-I stood still at the Altar with my trampled dream of becoming- Never mind. My blank mind was clouded with different emotions like fear and heartbreak. I felt like my soul is even giving up on me. I closed my eyes for a short-lived solace which I can never receive ever again. I listened to the vows."And in happiness and sadness, I would stay by your side. Holding you close to me whenever you need me."If I recall correctly, Lawrence wrote his vows himself. I never thought I'd be listening to these and like that. That moment I want to leave everything and run without caring for a thing in the world. Away from all this tribulation. But I know I can't. My dried lips and hollow self prepare itself for what the priest is going to say next,"Do you, Lawrence Bayford, Take Evelyn Sawyer as your lawful wife?""I do,
…My life with you is something I would never trade for anything…Evelyn POV:-After getting out of the hall and meeting a whole crowd of media, I and Lawrence sat in the back seat of the BMW, I closed my eyes and leaned back on the seat and let out a sigh. Then I realized that we are going home. My heart began to thump very loudly when the drive began. My blood turns cold by each time we get nearer. I gulped and looked at Lawrence whose eyes were closed. He looked frustrated and my whole being went numb looking at him like that. I never saw him this frustrated before. Terrifying thoughts began to roam in my mind;Living in the same house as Adrian's as his Sister-In-Law, how embarrassing it can be. I just want to be away from Adrian. ‘What if Lawrence knew about me liking Adrian. What Should I do?’Lawrence is stressed, who knows that he is also like me- fake from outside. What if he took out his wrath on me when we reached home. ‘No, Lawrence won't do it, he is a nice guy. What
…I may not be your first love, but I hope I will be your last… Lawrence POV:- Here, we bound her poor soul with me and they are taking it lightly, over-confident as if we will work. How can they be collected about it when I am burning from inside? I know Evelyn doesn't have a lover but what if she likes someone else? What if she doesn’t accept me? Anything could happen but despite all this, she agreed for this marriage. I am deeply grateful for her. “Okay, here goes nothing.” I sighed. My heart began to beat so fast. Maybe I shouldn't go. I gulped and took a deep breath and opened the door and went inside. I walked closer, my body felt frozen with strange sensations. I looked at Evelyn, the moonlight was falling on her face enhancing her features more. She gave me a scared look and turned her gaze away from me. “Evelyn…” I should have known. Was she always scared of me? I walked towards her and leaned on the other side of the window. She didn't dare to lift her gaze. I th
....Our eyes met and I saw that look of passionate hatred burning in your eyes and that's the moment I understood, nothing is the same anymore...Evelyn POV:-I stood still as the cold droplets of water drenched my petite form. I shivered at the coldness of the water. My heart was beating so fast. “Calm down, Evelyn, Calm down.”I put my hand over my chest to calm my anxious self. I was worried for nothing. I looked at the floor as a tear released itself followed by a stream of them. No matter how much of a great husband Lawrence is, I still can't give him the love and affection he deserves. I sniffed and wiped my tears."Just be normal and act like Adrian is nothing but your Brother-In-Law."I scold myself for thinking about Adrian. I won't let this happen. I will think only about Lawrence and no one else. After spending quite a while in the shower, I wore the clothes Lawrence gave me. Unwanted convulsions emerge from my body when I realize that I am wearing Lawrence’s clothes an
…You are the label of my love…Evelyn POV:-I was getting ready to go to the Bayford Mansion. As usual, I was trying my best to look good so that Adrian might notice me but to no avail, though it hurt a lot to see him far enough to never reach but I bore it.Lawrence called me urgently so I went there.I greeted everyone and went to Lawrence, he gave me a side hug and we went to the garden."So? What is it?" I asked."Look, Evelyn, you are a girl." He began to say nervously, pacing around. "No, I am a boy," I said, pouting."Look, it's serious." He said a little seriously this time. I sighed as he continued."You know that girl I am dating, Hellen. I tried to take our relationship to an intimate level." My face lit up hearing that, "Really? What happened? Oh" I began to tease him."That didn't happen." He frowned, stopping and turning to me. "Then?" I said tilting my head in confusion."You know I can't control my anger and desires." I nodded."Even though I have seen none of that.
...I want never to leave you but how can I stay with you when you are not mine either?...Evelyn POV:-“Argh..”My eyes slowly opened and adjusted themselves to see clearly. The sunlight penetrating through the window made the room lit. I was laying on my stomach with my arms and legs stretched out. I yawn and frown at the sunlight that was igniting the room. I averted my gaze from the window to the bed and my eyes widened.I realized that I am not in my bed and whatever happened yesterday was true. I lay there still like I am drowned in the pool of my thoughts. “Oh my God, it was true…” I closed my eyes and sat on the bed. I rubbed my eyes and stayed in my messy form.After a while, my eyes fell upon Lawrence who was sleeping peacefully yet with discomfort on the couch. I kept looking at him as the flashbacks from yesterday rushed in my mind.I deeply sighed. No matter what, I am married now and I also promised that I'll be a good wife. I got out of bed and took a quick shower. M
...Is this love or a passion for your presence, either way, it's the most treasured feeling for me ever…Evelyn POV:-We reached the hall as everyone stopped their activity just to look at us. Watching the newlyweds made me slightly uncomfortable.Even though their gazes were soft and loving with the intention of blessing us, there is a certain person here who never fails to disrupt my mind. Lawrence gave me an assuring look to calm down, I stared back at him for a few seconds and passed him a faint smile as We greeted everyone."May God bless you both." Aunt Camila said. “Thank you.” I passed her a smile and we took a seat. My whole being went numb when I saw Adrian sitting in front of me. I let out rapid breaths to myself. Our eyes met for a second and a glint of hurt behind that smile of Adrian was clear which I tried my best to ignore and turn oblivious to it. I startled at this and averted my eyes from him, I didn't dare to meet his gaze again. Even though it didn't seem like