Just one for now, but I am already writing the next part, so hopefully it'll be out in a few hours or tonight (need to do mommy duties first). I know we are hurting for all sides, but as always - let's trust the process 💖
FUTURE GAMMA GISELLE. When they invited me to eat dinner outside of the Black Shadow Pack territory, I initially declined. I was not up for it, and I wanted to go to my room early so I could call Ledger. But Cindy, one of the female warriors, came and insisted I join them.I told Ledger about it. He told me to go, but to make sure to be careful and to call him once I was back. He was also dining out with his family because it was Jillian’s birthday, his younger sister, and she requested to eat out at her favorite restaurant. So, even if I was not up for it, I went along. I met Kenneth in the lounge area and asked if he was joining. He said no, as he didn’t want to be anywhere. I already knew why. He didn’t want to meet any females until he could talk to Noelle, his girlfriend. Kenneth had been avoiding going anywhere because of her, terrified of meeting his mate, and he was still hoping they would end up together even if he knew claiming Noelle meant bumping and crashing into a big
FUTURE GAMMA GISELLE. “Giselle…” Sabrina’s voice was broken. I swiftly turned back around, and my heart broke at the sight in front of me. “What are you doing? Stand up…” My tears fell as I looked at her on her knees, holding her stomach as her shoulders shook from her cries. She raised her palms, motioning for me to stop approaching her before she spoke again. “I never begged for anything in my whole life. Everything was given to me on a silver platter. But I will beg you: please let him go. I don’t know what will become of me if I lose him. I can promise you that I will take care of him. I will love him with all of my being…” “Sabrina, please stand up.” I approached her, holding her elbow, but she wasn’t budging. Instead, she grabbed my arms and looked me in the eyes. “I’m sorry. I want him, but I know how he values his honor, and I don’t think he will reject you. I’m not a bad person, Giselle. I will be forever indebted to you…” Her words were cut short when we heard a kn
FUTURE GAMMA GISELLE. I had no idea how long I ran or the route I took, but I just found myself by a stream. I went for a swim and found myself screaming at the top of my lungs. Dad had taught me about yelling it out when everything was too much. In times like this, I miss them. I wished I was home so that Mom could give me a warm chocolate drink and a hug. Unlike Sabrina, nothing was given to me easily. My family might be the Gamma of the pack, but I was never spoiled. I was never one of the females you would envy as you grew up. I worked hard for everything I had, and I was still working hard for what I wanted. Some things I was able to accomplish. The others I was not, because they were impossible. All my life, people around me have talked about the mate bond and how special it was. But I knew I was just a Gamma and would never be on par with any Alpha Female. So I loved Alpha Ledger secretly, knowing he would never be mated to someone like me. So when I turned eighteen,
YOUNG ALPHA LEDGER. “Are you sure you want to do this now?” I stared at the female before me. I knew this was for the best, but I wanted her to have the last say. She nodded her head, and when I met her chosen mate’s eyes, I knew it was now or never. And so I did it. I rejected the female standing in front of me. I defied the Goddess. But who would not? I spent my whole life attracted to one female, and the thought of leaving her for a stranger seemed wrong. Plus, the fact that the fated mate she gave me already belonged to someone and was carrying his pup only solidified my decision to sever this bond. I would never break a family, nor would I break Giselle’s heart. “I, Young Alpha Ledger Black, reject you, Lady Sabrina Conelly of the Night Howlers Pack, as my fated mate, as the future Luna of Midnight Pack…” I cleared my throat and blinked back the tears as the memory floated in my head like it was just yesterday, but the rejection happened two weeks ago. I saw Sabrina in
GISELLE. My body jolted awake as my heart thudded loudly. Another nightmare. And this was worse than before. My hand clamped over my mouth as I tried to stifle my sobs, but they still came anyway. Tears trickled down my cheeks, and my lips trembled as I cried. I thought I had run out of tears, but they came in full force as the thought of Ledger leaving me for his fated mate kept coming into my head. He had no responsibility to claim me just because I decided to reject my fated mate. But it was hard to accept that I would lose him. I shoved my blanket off and grabbed the clothes I came in with. I didn’t even check how I looked in the mirror before heading out of the bedroom. I was sure my nose was still red and my eyes were puffy, but I didn’t care. My face had been swollen the whole night. I did my best to walk quietly along the corridor, and it helped that I was barefooted because I didn’t have any shoes with me. I reached the main hall of the barracks and quietly unlocked
YOUNG ALPHA LEDGER. I came here with the goal of making sure Giselle saw me and would consider choosing me over her own fated mate. But things turned out for the better. Finding out she had rejected him was already a step forward to the possibility of claiming her as my Luna. But smelling her and finding out the Goddess gave her to me as my second chance was a gift I never expected — a gift I would be forever grateful for, a gift I would treasure and take care of for the rest of my life. I wasn’t lying when I said I was terrified to meet my second chance, although I couldn’t get my eyes off the female who ran from the side of my car toward the front. I was dumbfounded when Giselle’s form took shape despite the baggy clothes she was in. She shrunk in those clothes, and her face was too red from crying too much, but she was still the most beautiful female I had set my eyes on. I would have stayed inside the car to marvel at her beauty and let my emotions overwhelm me if I hadn’t se
YOUNG ALPHA LEDGER. “Yes...” Giselle replied before her eyes rolled back again and her hips stopped bucking against mine. She tilted her head up, giving me access to her soft spot. Without any warning, I dipped my mouth into her neck, piercing my fangs into her skin without stopping my cock from assaulting her tight pussy. Her moans turned sultry as her body stiffened. Her core clenched, tightening around my cock, and the moment I knew she had her orgasm, I pulled out and let go of my own release, spewing my cum on her thighs and the bedsheets. Her hands on my shoulders moved to the back of my head, softly caressing my hair as I continued to suck on her skin, tasting her blood. “I love you, Ledger…” She mumbled before she sniffed. She was sobbing. “I have loved you all my life, and it’s pathetic that I was holding on to the Gamma title because I didn’t want you out of my sight.” I slowly pulled my fangs away from her skin and moved my body up, still hovering above her. Our eye
FUTURE LUNA GISELLE. “If I win?” Ledger asked, and his voice sounded so sure. I turned my head at him, squinting my eyes, but I couldn’t help smiling. He was so handsome regardless of what expression was written on his face, and the moment I could see the naughty Ledger, who had made me come too many times earlier. “If you win?” I raised my brows. “You will let me have my fill of you again before I go home tonight.” He said as he licked his lips. I laughed heartily and launched onto my feet, running ahead of him before responding to him in a loud, giggling voice. “I think I will let you win, Alpha.” Ledger’s laughter filled the air and warmed my heart. Soon, he was running beside me at my chosen pace. But, of course, I would let him win. He should know that. Ledger and I decided that I would stay and finish this training as there was only less than a week left, and after this, I would surrender my intention to be his Gamma. I was glad that, despite being mated, Ledger had