CHAPTER 43

 Cedric and I continued fighting for days, I was so focused on defeating him that I didn't even have the time to think about anything else. I don't know for how long exactly we were fighting, but based on my body's stiffness and exhaustiveness, I can only guess we've been fighting for a week nonstop.

I feel completely drained, while Cedric seemed like he was just exercising and is still full of energy. I do know that there's no way I'd be able to defeat him but I feel so conflicted I don't know what's the right thing to do.

I have this guilt inside me towards the people who died because of me. I feel so guilty towards Alexander who was trying his best to be a better mate to me, and when things were just starting to get better, Cedric interfered. I'm scared to know that he died that night...

I feel so disgusted by myself because a part of me wished that my memory shouldn't have come back and disappeared like a bubble. I hate myself for loving everything Cedr