Chapter 50 - I am mad

My eyes instantly flew open, my body automatically rising from the bed. The clock beside my bed stand reads 03:09 and yet it feels like I've been sleeping the whole day. I really hate going down memory lane that involves Blake because it always leads to me being sexually frustrated, angry and missing what we used to be.

The reason I wanted to leave that day was because I had asked Miss Katy if it was alright to sleep with your ex-husband whom you have not officially gotten divorced to and that was all before I slept with Blake. And she told me that it was all up to me but if it was her, she wouldn't because if she truly loved the person then it would be hard for her to leave. So, after I slept with Blake, the day before my delivery she asked me how I had handled the situation and for some reason I felt ashamed. So, I wanted to leave so bad! But Mirella does not know of the reason, she only knows of the story of how she was born. Oh my sweet sweet Mirella.

Kneeling down, I put the bib