16. Small Girl

Grace-

I’m still locked in that dark room, I wake up, I faint and then I wake up again, I don’t know if it’s day outside or night.

I don’t know if the calendar moved or not, I kept on whimpering with fear until my nerves broke down and it all came back as it happened yesterday.

Where is he? Why is he doing this to me? What have I done to him for it to turn out this crazy? What is my fault?

‘What is my fault?’

‘What is my fault?’

‘What is my fault?’

‘What is my fault?’

“What is my fault?” I yelled, trying to break free, let me go. I cried, and my eyes finally gave up pretending to be strong, they broke into tears.

My eyelids tried to collect the water because this is what they know, this is what I taught them, ‘Hold it in’. but now they didn’t listen, because my soul was breaking.

I feel like nothing could break me, but ever since I met him, even the smallest things are causing me huge ruins.

“Let me… go.” I sniffled, hanging on the bed, at least turn the light on. I sobbed.